Nothing

2012-02-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

Cute dormouse.

2012-02-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

Should be in school now.. However, i pon-ing it, i not going for the RM lecture today.. Super tired today.. zzz... Have been sleeping for about 8 hours for yesterday but not enough.. Hais.. Later still need go to school earlier just for the stupid project work meeting.. Seriously project work is sickening.. Report Report Report.. Will kill me de leh.. Damnit sia...

2012-02-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

Went for eye check up yesterday at nuh.. and now falling Damn sick soon... what's wrong with me...

消失的十三層

2012-01-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

消失的十三層

多年以前，古墓中學的墻壁一側就貼滿了全校各個老師的照片。平時不怎麼覺著，可自打這些照片貼出以後，每個老師的人緣顯而易見。在不出一個月的時間裏，像是被下了詛咒一般，大多數老師的照片被或多或少的毀了容，不是挖眼，就是挖鼻，再有就是往臉上劃道，這些都是小兒科。最讓人震驚的是，一向以最和藹可親的老好人著稱的張老師竟然被毀得最厲害，不光整張臉被毀的面目全非，旁邊還用圓珠筆寫了一行小字：三年後，你要從十三層的樓頂跳下，永世不得回生。這是誰呀？我看到後的第一反應就是這個人真無聊。不過也難怪，張老師身兼數職，接觸的人多，得罪的人自然也多，可能是他那天批評了誰，哪個學生因記仇而搞的惡作劇吧，這也沒什麼大不了的。

時間過得真快，一轉眼三年過去了，當年那個下詛咒的學生大概已經畢業了吧！沒有人再關心這件事，大家都習慣地把這看成是一個無聊的玩笑，都不以為然了。況且，當年的大多數人都已離開這個學校，只有我和少數人還留在這裏的高中部。一天中午，我和同學吃過飯溜達，不知不覺就來到了張老師的照片底下，只是無意中的一瞥，卻猛然發現那行小字後面赫然寫著當時的日期：2001年9月10日。那不是教師節嗎？

等等，今天不就是九月十日嗎？天哪，三年後的今天，就在今晚！難道說……雖然不太相信，可還是被嚇了一大跳。不知為何，總有種不祥的預感。於是，我決定留到晚上看個究竟，幸虧有小紅陪我，真夠朋友！想想也覺得可笑，大教師節的，沒事跳樓幹嗎？這不是有毛病嗎？而且我們這個學校最高也只有五層，拿來的十三層呢？真是的，疑神疑鬼的，有毛病！想到這裏，我便覺得輕鬆了，甚至忍不住想笑。可接下來發生的事，卻讓我再也笑不出來了…… 遠遠望去，辦公室的燈還亮著，想必只剩張老師一個人了吧！他總是那麼忙，忙得連教師節學校組織的活動也沒空參加，還真是辛苦呢！我正想著，斷電了似的，樓裏的燈突然滅了，緊接著便聽見辦公室的電話在響，尖銳而急促的聲音，充斥在黑暗而寂靜的校園裏。我的心“咯噔”一下。一旁的小紅拉住我的手說：“別怕，有我呢！”這我心裏才稍微平靜了一點。幸虧有這個好朋友陪我，不然我真要嚇死呢！她初中就和我一個班，關係好得不得了呢！電話，一直在響，沒有人接。燈，再也沒有亮過。我始終凝視著那個窗口，卻是漆黑一片，什麼也看不見。當我的眼睛逐漸適應黑暗之後，猛然發現小紅已不再我的身邊。她，是什麼時候走的？為什麼一點聲音都沒發出來呢？她是不是害怕先溜了？一連串的疑問縈繞在我的心頭，以至於我根本沒注意到，電話鈴聲是什麼時候消失的。遠處廟堂裏傳來了不祥的鐘聲，一聲又一聲，一共響了十二聲，已經是深夜十二點了。就在最後一響鐘聲散去後，突然間，教學樓裏的燈，開始從一層，一層一層地往上亮，一直亮到十三層就不再亮了。可我清清楚楚地記得，這樓，明明只有四層呀！老天，怎麼回事？我早就嚇了一身冷汗，就在崩潰的邊緣。就在這時，只聽“啊——”一聲慘叫，一道黑影從天而降，墜落在地上發出一聲沉悶的巨響，此後便是長時間的死寂。我立刻奔了過去，掏出隨身的手電就照，那樓，只有四層。第二天，張老師果真沒有來學校，據說往他家打電話永遠占線，可再也沒有人見過他。他，究竟去了哪裏？再到學校的那面貼滿照片的墻壁去看，愕然發現，所有的痕跡都消失了，所有不堪入耳的話都不見了，所有照片幹凈如初，如同嶄新。只是沒過多久，有人發現教學樓後的荒地上有一個很大很深的坑，像是無底洞，怎麼填也填不平…… 我把這一係列的怪事告訴了小紅，她的臉上綻放出一個絕美的笑容，她說：“誰都逃不掉的……”我吃了一驚，猛然發現自己一身在十三層的窗邊。一切都模糊了，只有斷掉的樓梯邊那個血紅的數字告訴我，這裏是十三層。我還沒回過神來，只聽一聲“你也下去吧！”一直大手狠狠地推了我一把，我站立不穩，隨著熟悉的一聲“啊 ——”的慘叫，我最後只看到小紅那張猙獰的面孔……

同學

2012-01-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

同學

丹和小如是H大同班且同寢室的同學，寢室的四個人中她們兩個尤為要好。丹生得柳眉鳳眼，氣質很古典，全身上下透著一股清冷的勁兒。她早入學三年，按這年齡算來她應該還是個剛初中畢業的孩子，但她成績卻是班上最好的，性格內向，有些倔強，話很少，就連暗自喜歡的男孩都不曾主動和他說話。平時除了和小如吃吃飯逛逛街聊聊天好象就沒有別的活動，只剩下看書，尤為偏愛離奇怪異的“閑書”。而小如則是另一種樣子，劍眉杏眼，輪廓分明，人長得是那種放在人堆裏都會讓人眼前一亮的漂亮。性格開朗的她在學校裏就有很多的追求者，但她似乎都不大“感冒”，冷冷對待。對丹，小如仿佛有著“大姐”情節。她照顧丹的生活，帶她吃飯逛街，幫她買衣服等等。但當丹任性發小脾氣的時候，小如也堅決不慣著她，批鬥，狠狠的批鬥。兩個漂亮女孩一直是單身，丹有暗戀的對象，但她不知道她所時時關注的這個男孩，是因為被小如拒絕才一直沒找女朋友的。小如仍懷念初戀的男友，不肯開始新的戀情，對那些沒感覺的追求者，她不會與之有絲毫的瓜葛，因此不用上課不用逛街的日子，她就呆在寢室裏，上上網，看看雜誌，躲躲“桃花”。

這天晚上熄燈後，小如躺在床上苦尋睡眠，接到他的電話，他感情上遇到傷痛，想找小如聊聊。自己愛了那麼多年的男人感情上受了傷找自己傾訴，小如當然很心疼，因此也就不顧忌了，自己以前深夜也沒打過電話，就這一次啦，反正寢室現在有一個人回家了，一個睡得像豬一樣死，丹是自己小妹，應該不會介意的。於是就一頭紮進被窩，聽心上人傾訴去了……沒想到，丹走過來，黑著臉對小如說：“你睡不著是嗎？那你出去打！” 這時小如心裏正難過著，聽到丹對自己這麼不客氣的說話，忍著氣沒有說話，也沒有出去。丹見小如沒反應，就抱著枕頭，穿著睡裙摔門而出……小如這火就壓不住了，心想丹你個小白眼兒狼，我以前怎麼對你，跟我耍上了？這個時候電話那頭聽出了苗頭，勸小如不要動怒，並說困了晚安了收線了……

已經是近淩晨2點，小如坐在床上，呆呆的睡不著覺，寢室裏仍舊是對床沒心沒肺的呼嚕聲。唉，想通了，丹年紀還小自己應該讓著她，出門找找她吧，這個倔孩子真沒辦法。走廊的燈照得通明，不見丹的影子，水房和廁所都沒有人。可能去隔壁寢借宿了吧，這麼晚也不好去敲門，明天再說吧。於是小如回到了自己床上，那麼響的呼嚕聲兒，她也睡著了，也許是心累了吧第二天，丹居然沒有回來！小如去問了隔壁的幾個寢室，都說沒有見過丹。小如心裏有些急了，丹會去哪裏呢？她抱著枕頭，穿著睡裙能去哪裏呢？因為學校對夜不歸宿的懲罰很嚴厲，決不能讓校方知道，況且只是一晚，也許她晚上就回來了呢，小如這樣想。又到了熄燈的時間，丹還沒回來。小如依舊失眠，坐在床上想丹的事。這個時候小如聽見床下有聲音！是輕輕的啜泣“小如……小如……我也不想這樣，我不想這樣的……嗚嗚……” 是丹！小如翻身下了床，心想，好啊你個壞孩子，藏在床底下一天，害我擔心！你可真有種！看我怎麼收拾你，於是她順手抄起來大布熊，打算要嚇嚇丹……小如掀開床單的剎那，眼前全是血！凝固了的、已經發黑的血！ “啊！”小如混身是汗，坐在床上——原來是夢，不曉得什麼時候睡著了。看看外面，天都要亮了，不曉得丹在哪裏，小如焦急的想。之後的三四天裏，小如只是上課瞌睡幾下，晚上幾乎沒有睡過，恍惚中總是發夢,夢見的又都是丹，不是丹哭著承認自己錯了，就是黑著滿是怨恨的臉說是你害了我是你害了我…… 小如每次都是帶著淚水清醒過來，發呆坐到天亮。就這樣過了一星期，小如瘦了好多，憔悴了好多，而其他人也怪怪的，對小如冷淡得很，簡直是漠視，都沒有人來問小如丹到哪裏去了，丹和小如平時的人緣都不錯的，怎麼突然變得那麼無情呢？又是深夜，小如已經習慣了，每到這個時候就坐在床上聽著對床的呼嚕，呼喚丹。這個時候，有冰冷的撓門的聲音傳來（寢室定的習慣，進自己寢室不用敲，要用撓的。）是丹的聲音，邊撓邊說，“小如，是我啊，丹！…… 我回來了，你快點開門，開門呀……”繼續撓著“小如？小如？快給我開門啊……”小如心裏怕怕的，想起前幾天的夢，現在還真的不敢去開門了。丹在外面催著，聲音越來越生氣，撓門的聲音也越來越大……對床真的是豬嗎？她怎麼聽不見？門外的丹已經帶了哭腔，不管了，小如決定起身要下去開門，脖子上的玉配卻纏在床欄上，奇怪，以前從沒這樣的情況，怎麼還纏得那麼緊，丹更著急在門外催著，小如顧不得那麼多，猛一用力，玉掉到地上，碎了。“丹，丹，來了，我來了……”小如連跑帶跳的開了門……門外卻什麼都沒有，迎面吹來了一陣風…… 小如坐在電腦前發呆，寢室有人上課回來了，說“哎？丹你回來啦？！……”丹？！小如連忙轉身向丹的位置望去……沒有，並沒有丹。轉身回來的瞬間瞥了眼鏡子，錯愕的看見，鏡子裏已經不是自己憔悴的臉，而是丹詭異的笑…… 一星期以後，人們在學校邊上樹林的一個樹洞裏，發現一具女屍，抱著枕頭，穿著紅色的睡裙，面部模糊，經辨認，是失蹤了一星期的H大女學生小如，奇怪的是屍體腐爛程度有兩個星期，死因不明。

自殺的那三天

2012-01-25T13:16:00.000+08:00

最怕，我最怕煙雨蒙蒙……”一首曾經震撼過整間學校的名歌不知從何傳入了零的耳朵中，她緩緩的走下床，走出寢室，那歌聲一只徐徐傳來，那是從屋頂陽臺傳來的，零確定了下來。但此刻已夜深人靜了，又怎麼會有人在樓頂唱歌呢？而且唱得如此悲哀。一想到這裏，零不禁打個冷顫，準備回寢室的她還是因控製不了自己的好奇心而將腳步邁向了樓頂的樓梯。零一步一步的走著，她的腳踩在樓梯上發出吱吱的響聲，這響聲從來沒有這麼響過，平常零走樓梯時還覺得這響聲滿好玩的，但現在這個聲音似乎在把她帶到一個陌生而恐怖的地方。樓梯好象走不完似的一直深向遠方黑暗的地方，沒有一盞燈照耀。正在零放棄在走下去時，一陣寒風吹來，零又打了一個寒顫，要知道現在就快夏季了，怎麼會有如此寒的風，好象是從陰間吹來的。她剛一轉身，竟發現自己已經站在陽臺的門口了，通往陽臺的那扇門是虛掩著的，零從門縫裏望進去，她看見有一個女孩，坐在樓緣的欄桿上悲傷的唱著歌，零鼓足了將門推開，只見那女孩轉過身，原來是遙，零的同學，零頓時鬆了一口氣，“原來是你啊！我還以為是鬼呢，嚇死我了！你怎麼在這裏？還不回去睡覺啊！明天還要上課呢！”零邊說邊走向遙，但遙似乎聽不到似的，依然擺動著雙腿唱歌，待零走進時竟“撲……”的一下縱身向樓底一躍而下，這可把零驚呆了，她頓時發出淒涼的喊聲。她掙紮的從床上驚醒，原來是一場夢，她擦拭著臉上的冷汗。零打理好自己的外貌後便向教室走去，見教室裏坐著三個不認識的女生，除他們外教室空無一人，她們好象坐在那裏講什麼好玩的故事，而零見其他同學還沒來就順便坐下來湊熱鬧。只聽那不認識的女生A說道：“這間學校每年都會死3個人，據說那些死者的同學說，他們在死前都見過一個全身著黑衣服的女人來找他們，並對他們說了一些話後

第二天，他們就死了。而且死法都和去年的死者一樣。” 女生B驚恐的說到”沒這麼恐怖吧？” 女生C說道：“ 那些似乎在找替身哦！” “喂！你在發什麼呆呀？”同寢室的韓拍了拍零的肩膀，把她嚇了一跳，“你怎麼會在這裏，樓下發生了重大事件呢！” 重大事件？零不禁對此產生了興趣，便沖下樓，發現她在那幢寢室樓下圍了許多人，她擠進人群後驚呆了，遙的屍體直直的躺在眼前，地上充滿了鮮紅的血液……零頓時感到天旋地轉。零醒來時已是夜裏，同寢室的人告訴她，當她見到遙的屍體後就昏倒了，連課都沒有上。零躺在床上，心中極度恐懼，為什麼遙的死會在自己的夢中出現？那3個講故事的人是誰？還有她們所講的黑衣女人又是誰？為什麼她對某人講了一些話後，那人就會在第2天自殺而死？這種種疑問伴隨著零進入夢鄉。 “我最怕，最怕煙雨蒙蒙……”又是這首歌，零又從床上下來，走出寢室，這次的歌聲是從走廊盡頭的那間廁所傳來的，零心中極其不願，因為那間廁所已棄置一年沒人用了，還聽說鬧鬼。但為了查出究竟，零還是走了過去，這次門是打開的，裏面有一個全身黑衣的女人在對某人講話，她一見零走進來就匆匆而去，並在她耳邊留下一句“小心身邊的人！

” 零莫名其妙的回頭望了那女人一眼，便轉過頭想看看究竟發生什麼事，但她轉頭便看見浩（零暗戀的3班學生）左手鮮血淋淋的拿著一把刻刀，而右手則猛的向外噴射著紅色的液體…… 淩晨6點30分，浩被發現在女生宿舍的廁所內，這可以說是零可想而知的。她只是將自己躲在寢室裏，一聲不發。突然有一個女生走了進來，告訴零她看見了前2個死者死前所發生的事，也就是說她見到了與零一樣的事情。零頓時感到知己難尋，特別是在這種情況下。那女生叫優，是高2的學生，這是零唯一知道的關於那女生的資料。午夜時分，優突然跑來說她夢見了第3個死者是死在高2寢室那裏的儲物室裏，零聽了趕緊隨著優來到高2的儲物室裏，只見那裏放著一張凳子，凳子上面的橫梁上懸著一根繩子，零回過身正想問清怎麼回事時，只感到身體不聽使喚，她毫無控製的身體，站上了凳子，將脖子伸進了繩圈…… 唯一留在她腦海中的只有優唱的那首歌…… “不要！”零叫喊著從床上驚醒，那個黑衣女人就站在她身旁，“你這個女鬼！怎麼會在這裏？” 黑衣女人說道“你現在還不明白嗎？我不是女鬼，那個優才是。每年都會有3個學生死去，而今天你就是最後一個。我其實是在這裏打掃清潔的，但因為我的樣貌很醜所以才只有在晚上出沒。還因為我有陰陽眼，所以才故意想提醒你要小心自己身邊的人！” “我不信！” “那就去高 2儲物室，只見自己直直的掛在橫梁上的繩子上…… 又是一年，軍進入這個學校，認識了一個叫零的高2女生……

2012-01-25T00:56:00.001+08:00

Oh my god... Just read the Tina Tse's Weibo and i realise that today Michael Tse Tin Wah aka Laughing sir had departure from hongkong at 11.35am and reach Singapore!! OH MY GOSH!!~ And he is living in the Marina Bay Sands there, and will be performing a dance tomorrow for a event.. Wahhs.. Live so near, yet have no fate to see him.. Sobs...

He is my favourite HongKong actor seh... Sian.. cannot see him.. D:D:

2012-01-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today wake up at 11am and then prepare to go out for my health check-up. Went to the diabetes society at boonkeng at about 12.30pm and they are out for lunch, so slack at the macdonald there and wait till 1pm and went back. Waited inside for approximately 25 minutes and then called me doing all those administration stuff. Then about 2.15pm, went out and take train to NUH for diabetes check-up at D clinic. Reached there around 2.45pm and then have my Hba1c, followed by taking height and weight and blood pressure.. lols.. as usual keep nervous then my blood pressure went up like siao.. hahas.. luckily second time use the red colour one then decreases a lot.. hahas...

Wait a while for about 5 minutes, and being called in.. lols, my doctor like have no patient and i am the first patient like that.. hahas.. a little boy is behind my queue though when i hears him talk to his mother that there is a patient before him which is me.. hahahs... so cute.. didn't know he so excited to see doctor.. lols

Then went in to the room, and the doctor talk to me, lols.. he like so sleepy like that.. He talk to me in a soft and monotone like that, ask me one sentence i answer him one word.. hahas.. how are you?? fine... So did you feel unwell?? No... So how is your last time condition?? Okay... Did the MSW which you apply for help you??? Yes... LOL!!!... I'm so bad lorh.. Hahas.. Inside bo nurse ma.. so weird to talk to a guy doctor.. then later ask me to let him check.. i just sit there lorh and he just like that see jiu okay liao.. lols.. hahas... :X:X... i am so bad.. He look really old now and restless.. He went to take sheet of paper i think, and he like walking so sloppy.. omg.. So pity of him.. Too much stress?? i think?? Can see him have white hair growing.. so am i.. lols..

After that, he like don't talk what cholestrol and ask me not to eat much, then don't know what he want to talk and suddenly keep quiet... And then just give me prescriptionn of medicine and then MC which i request for.. Lols...

Then later all is the nurse talk to me.. hahas.. the nurse all so cheerful de.. all talk to me and when i first reach, then all greet me with happy new year.. hahas... The auntie annette somemore ask me whether today got rain a not??!!!! lols.. hahas.. her famous quote to me... lols

Overall, today overall is good, although my condition didn't improve, the doctor didn't scold me and ask me have to eat breakfast which what he has told me many time but i didn't listen.. hah... shall start to be obedient and listen to what he says and return to the clinic for check-up in 3 month time on march.. And by that time, hopefully can talk much more thing with him.. and he will be more talkative.. and not like so tired for today.. hahas

2012-01-02T18:11:00.003+08:00

这就是我第一个Post在2012年来给我的博客所谓“复活”，哈哈。明天就要开学了，可是我没有去因为我又约!真是一想到开学就伤脑筋了。什么都是Presentation，report, 考试之类等等.. 都是我恨死的。真希望快点又放假。这个三个星期的假期根本不像假期。每天都要赶Project report，做research等等.. 真是烦！

希望下一个假期我能找到一个好的工作，让我有多一点零用钱花。而这个假期里，我找一些休闲的时间来看这部电视剧。它今天就要播出大结局了。真是好看！好可惜那么快就结束了。

2011-12-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

Check This Out！

2011-12-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

2011-12-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

70億分之一

2011-12-11T21:08:00.001+08:00

70億分之一

太陽海洋撞成地平線
就把我的世界都改變
第一個吻的時間地球轉了幾圈
驕傲在流星雨中瓦解

那一天那夜我靈魂裡面
重疊了一個完美的畫面
你瞳孔像一輪滿月靜止在我眼前
從此以後沒人比你更明確

陪你到雨季陪著你到天晴
陪你日日夜夜守護一個奇蹟
若不是上帝睡著我不可能那麼幸運
能遇見地球上七十億分之一的你

傳說中每個人都擁有天上一顆星星的國度
都擁有一顆星的孤獨
很多年才邂逅一個人
在宇宙連結成彼此的星座

直到天空慢慢慢慢傾斜
直到我默默埋葬了無邪
當時你一片片撿起的落葉
碎成了無限潛意識的遺憾
請還記得誰第一次牽起手
誰記得誰第一次不肯走
第一次永遠就停在那時候
以後再想念也不能回頭

風吹來了就去飛
列車進站了就跟著離開
青春流逝了就忘記去愛

當時光一滴滴蒸發
習慣了一切都理所當然
習慣你成為我習慣的習慣

等到我察覺到你的悲傷 (你的淚光)
都已經太晚了 (都已經太久了)
永遠還是不夠遠
是什麼讓不會改變的全都變了
終於落單的肩膀終於悲哀的夕陽

想起你天空就慢慢傾斜
擁有你快樂才如此的強烈
為何你一片片撿起的落葉
碎成了無限潛意識的遺憾
請還記得誰第一次牽起手
誰記得誰第一次不肯走
第一次永遠就停在那時候
以後我再想念也不能回頭

最後一次和你一起看同一片繁星
以最近距離卻像隔了最遠的星
上天已經給我七十億分之一的幸福
而我活該執著日全蝕的盲目
如果我們的以後各自被拆散
到世界某一個角落
就算是日和夜夏和冬都交錯
換日線外我也可以感覺你的笑

不認輸不讓步也不能嬴回失去的最初
很久很久以後很多人海茫茫
只有你只有你最了解我的倔強
只有你飛向過我的天堂

直到天空慢慢慢慢傾斜
直到我默默埋葬了無邪
當時你一片片撿起的落葉
碎成了無限潛意識的遺憾
請還記得誰第一次牽起手
誰記得誰第一次不肯走
第一次永遠就停在那時候
以後我再想念也不能回頭

LALALA LALA LALALALA (OH 想起你)
LALALA LALA LALALALA (不回頭)
LALALA LALALA LALALALA
LALALA LALALA LALALALA
LALALA LALA LALALALA (OH 想起你)
LALALA LALA LALALALA (不回頭)
LALALA LALALA LALALALA
LALALA LALALA LALALALA

太陽海洋撞成地平線
就把我的世界都改變
第一個吻的時間地球轉了幾圈
驕傲在流星雨中瓦解

那一天那夜我靈魂裡面
重疊了一個完美的畫面
你瞳孔像一輪滿月靜止在我眼前
從此以後沒人比你更明確

2011-12-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of the MST.. Have not been in a good mood these days for the week due to the stress being felt over the MST. And seriously, somehow somewhat i regret getting into this course that i don't like, but then what can i do? Is already 2nd year and my life still have to move on and get the diploma in about another year time.. I cannot give up half way or regret my choice, life moves on.

However, i don't like the people in my class.. Everyone of them are liars, including that person who i have been in the same class for 5 years in secondary school and now in polytechnic.. I guess i can't get rid of the bloodsuckers in my life.. She seriously sucks to the max such that every class outing i also don't want to go just not too see them.. And most ridiculous thing today, is that i receive a message saying that they wanted to go for class gathering for bbq, and the problem is even if you do not want to go you still have to pay 5 dollars?! What the logic is this?? I don't get it, i myself don't want to go is just because i want to save money, and now you tell me even if don't go still need to pay 5 dollars??! you think i care??! I myself currently struggling to save money just to pay for my next semester school fees, and you want me to pay for the bbq?! This sucks.. I know the class are rich, but then think of the people who have financial problem... They seriously are just too selfish, and i regrets to be in that class..

So what about HR?! Caring about people?? I think those workers under them in the future sure gonna fall dead meat on them.. They sure gonna bully them like hell, they never even understand a person's feeling.. They just care for themselves.. WHY??!!! But nevermind, one more year to go, and i will be free from all these bloody idiots...

For now, i shall study hard and passed all my modules and get my diploma certificate and then go out to the society and work and go for part-time further study... I want to make my dream come true.. If i confirm going for HR this line, i will sure every of the workers under me will not be bullied, and all their difficulties i will be understand and try to help them to solve if possible.. I not going to be like the rest of the students who are now currently pursuing the course and all they know is to care about themselves and not the others.

2011-12-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

2011-11-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

胡杏兒+羅嘉良 - 當狗愛上貓

孤單的貓多坎坷離群沉醉自我
他跟她的不管多無情常太自我
一向挑剔聲音多傻傻的貓科像每事覺得不妥
忠心小狗拖一拖完全違背自我
身邊通通管得多常常重複犯錯
信似初戀的初哥熱心帶著傻傻氣的一個
你是你我是我兩樣性情沒錯
你或我各自各發現對方經過
愛著你愛著我
從是來自極端的結果仍然愛我
情尋對偶猶如小狗
誠意全奉上的溫柔
時常是我好友愛覓到因由
甜蜜牽牽手
情尋對偶猶如小丑
常帶來玩笑都不夠
無論逝去的現有的還幸有
甜蜜幸福聲音我獨有

親親小狗呵一呵純情神態像我
得到歡心不心心多能完全信任我
一向忠心不生疏情形多坎坷
亦會伴我一起過
孤單的貓不須呵完全沉醉自我
他著她的不管多完全隨心沒錯
可愛清高的貓科像不屑任何隨意的一個
你是你我是我兩樣性情沒錯
你或我各自各發現對方經過
愛著你愛著我
從是來自極端的結果仍然愛我
情尋對偶猶如小狗
誠意全奉上的溫柔
時常是我好友愛覓到因由
甜蜜牽牽手
情尋對偶猶如小丑
常帶來玩笑都不夠
無論逝去的現有的還幸有
甜蜜幸福聲音我獨有

2011-11-30T23:18:00.001+08:00

男人也許永遠也不知道女人為什麼要學會堅強，因為她們只有自己知道，雖然她們外表堅強，但內心很脆弱，她們想永遠站在自己身邊的男孩，覺得自己是最棒的。

2011-11-29T23:21:00.001+08:00

一女遭遇壞人，忙道：“你要幹什麼？不要亂來啊，我會叫的！”接著，又壓低嗓門，模仿壞人的聲音道：“你儘管叫破喉嚨吧…沒有人會來救你的！” 於是，女：“破喉嚨，破喉嚨！” 女模仿沒有人的聲音：“我是沒有人，我來救你了。” 女模仿壞人的聲音：“靠，說曹操曹操就到。 ” 女模仿壞人的聲音：“哇靠，見到鬼了。” 女模仿鬼的聲音：“靠，被發現了。” 女模仿靠的聲音：“鬼，你真的能看見我啊？” 女模仿壞人的聲音：“Oh My God！” 此女正打算模仿上帝的聲音，眉毛一直呈波浪狀態的壞人終於忍不住了，喊：“住口！不要導演這種冷笑話！靠，搶劫還遇上瘋子

2011-11-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

疲倦的背包它不問我是否寂寥
無奈的手錶孤單地走過每一秒
陽光靜悄悄街上有人擁抱我聽得到
沒有人知道口袋裡我藏著你的味道
想見你沒有你城市再炫也沒意義
熱鬧的全都是你幻影
想見你心太急狂奔擁擠的人群裡
多希望下一秒就見到你
天雖然很高思念像雲籠罩我很低潮
我所有沉默如果你看得到給我擁抱
微風輕輕飄寂寞在笑聲裡默默喧鬧
只有我知道不需要再尋找誰的依靠
想見你沒有你每天生活只剩呼吸
閉上眼晃動的全都是你
想見你我的心其實從來不曾離去
這一生只想和你在一起
想見你沒有你每天生活只剩呼吸
閉上眼晃動的全都是你
想見你我的心其實從來不曾離去
全世界最重要的就是你

2011-11-26T10:00:00.001+08:00

如果彼此出現早一點，也許就不會和另一個人十指緊扣。又或者相遇的再晚一點，晚到兩個人在各自的愛情經歷中慢慢地學會了包容與體諒、善待和妥協，也許走到一起的時候，就不會那麼輕易地放棄，任性地轉身，放走了愛情。沒有早一步也沒有晚一步，那是太難得的緣份。

2011-11-24T21:22:00.001+08:00

教師：你能看見上帝嗎？學生們：不。老師：你能觸摸神呢？學生們：不。教師：那麼就沒有神！ *學生提高他的手，並說...* 學生：教師，你能看到你的大腦嗎？教師：不。學生：你能觸摸你的大腦？教師：不。學生：哦，那你不是没有腦嗎？ #麗雲Eileen# [哈哈]

2011-11-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

原來這個世上最珍貴的東西都是免費的：親情、愛情、友情、夢想、信念、陽光、空氣、微笑……

2011-11-20T20:26:00.002+08:00

A不喜歡吃雞蛋，每次發了雞蛋都給B吃。剛開始B很感謝，久而久之便習慣了。習慣了，便理所當然了。於是，直到有一天，A將雞蛋給了C，B就不爽了。她忘記了這個雞蛋本來就是A的，A想給誰都可以。為此，她們大吵一架，從此絕交。其實，不是別人不好了，而是我們的要求變多了。習慣了得到，便忘記了感恩。

2011-11-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

雞蛋們的別樣幽默。。。看一次笑一次！！！

光棍節快樂：）

2011-11-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

今天是2011年十一月十一日，所謂11/11/11 是個光棍節，祝大家光棍節快樂！在新加坡，今天有500對新人正式註冊結婚，簡直是恭喜他們了咯！

Do the 'Marry You' dance

2011-11-09T08:43:00.000+08:00

It’s a beautiful night!

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you..

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you..

2011-11-09T08:37:00.001+08:00

【一生中不可錯過的十種貴人】1、願意無條件力挺你的人；2、願意嘮叨你的人；3、願意和你分擔分享的人；4、教導及提拔你的人；5、願意欣賞你的長處的人；6、願成為你的榜樣的人；7、願意遵守承諾的人； 8、願意不放棄而相信你的人；9、願意生你氣的人；10、願意成為你的人的人。

2011-11-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

有些事，我們總是弄不懂
有些人，我們總是猜不透
有些坎，我們總是跨不過
有些傷，我們總是治不好
有些情，我們總是說不出
有些愛，我們總是得不到...

Some interesting picture i found in the webbie..

2011-10-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

2011-10-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

Little Foshan Toddler being run over Twice and ignored by 18 people
SHE DIDNT MAKE IT.

Yueyue, the toddler that sparked an outpouring of sympathy across China and the world this week, passed away this morning at 12:32am. The incredibly sad news was announced by a briefing at the hospital at 8:30am this morning. Yueyue was treated for seven days and nights in intensive care, but despite the best medical treatment available, she simply could not survive her injuries.
The hospital states that although they used the best-available resources from military and civilian experts, her injuries were simply too severe. The major cause of death was brain failure, which caused her major organs to shut down. The hospital "deeply regrets the loss, but thanks everyone for their concern and attention."
Our thoughts are with Yueyue's family as they deal with their loss. Outcry over the shocking display of heartless apathy in the double hit-and-run last week will undoubtedly continue as news of Yueyue's death reverberates throughout China.

From:http://shanghaiist.com/2011/10/21/hit-and-run_toddler_victim_yue_yue.php

太漂亮了，我也要自己學會拍這種照片。

2011-10-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

太漂亮了，我也要自己學會拍這種照片。

2011-10-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
There’s always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls" ,you'll alwayz be my special golf ball even if we fight n i loose u bye
bye

bye

Went to NUH instead of school

2011-10-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of school, but then instead of going to school like the other students do, i went to NUH.. Lolz..

Went there at 2.00pm, have some lunch, and then went to the clinic to see doctor.. Waited for super long till 4.45pm then was my turn.. Is like the waiting time is super long lorh, spend my time sitting there doing nothing for first hour, and then followed by listening to music.. and googling something.. hahas.. This picture is i google out de.. lolz.. the doctor face... wahaha.. i so bad, so curious who the doctor is so when google, since i first time go that particular clinic.. But seriously can never judge a person by his look.. LOL!

When was my turn, i was super scared de lorh, but i didn't know that this doctor was a hilarious person lorh, talk jokes inside lorh.. Hahahs.. So was like my consultation super fast, took less than 5 minutes, compared to other patients in front of me, and got one took a hour++ then behind patients all waiting.. So yarh, i have medical certificate for today, and taking LOA for whole day, so didn't go school...

Sian... tomorrow need to go school and is from 10am to 4pm.. Super tired, gonna be falling asleep in the class.. T.T... Hopefully time flies pass by quickly then.. 9 more months then go back to this particular clinic, lolz.. -.-lll hopefully everything is alright by then..

Hahs.. tomorrow back to school liao, wonder how the workload.. And yarh, hate my immune system for being weak when today mention by him.. Hais.. Hopefully all virus, bacteria be free from me, i not going to be friend with any of you though.. :(

2011-10-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

The mother cat kept licking the kittens, hoping it would revive them. According to the family that adopted the stray cat, on the morning of the 11th when they heard the cat’s tragic cries, they rushed downstairs to discover this stray cat’s four kittens abused to death, and even placed in front of the mother cat. The kittens’ bodies were covered with bullet holes, with blood all over. One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on.

REBLOG THIS PICTURE TO SHOW YOU’RE AGAINST ANIMAL ABUSE!

MUST READ!!~ ;(

2011-10-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

Junko Furuta. The girl who went through 44 days of torture.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

Writer: Joram

Back from iluma.. Home sweet home..

2011-10-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

Reached at iluma at 5pm, and then have some food there.. Sit there, play some arcade till 6+pm,and then went to take the ticket from the redemption counter ;).. The pair of movies tickets are free of charge.. Whee~~ xD.. A while later, went up the escalator and to the theatre room.. Wait like half an hour before the movie start.. Damnit though.. Say is 7pm, and then in the end, 7.30pm start.. So yarh, the storyline is good though, but then... The movies are quite so-called censored, as there are too much vulgarities, or should i said there're sort of adult stuffs, that i thinks teenagers shouldn't watch, so are the adult.. Hmmm...

I wonder why Singapore allows to be played in the cinema then, it seriously teaching the teenagers to turn bad... With all those vulgarities they scold... Hais... But then overall the story is alright, all talking about the boys from the high school wooing the particular girl that they all like... So yarh, this is special screening for us to watch today, and the real actual release of the movie is on the november month..

And i so happy that i get this ticket for free.. hahas.. save up two tickets money, and i don't go cinema to watch movies de.. So expensive, and now i have a chance to watch for free.. All thanks to the SP for giving me the tickets then.. Hahahs... And yarh, one of the film grade staff there is seriously compassionate.. He let us to exit by the entrance door, while the others exit by the exit by the exit door.. I was like omg, he so good.. Hahas.. The others behind us were asked to exit by exit door.. Seriously thanks him lot..

2011-10-11T12:49:00.001+08:00

Depend on how you see it ;D

2011-10-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

An interesting picture to show.. So next time when someone told you this, you have to consider whether is he/she telling you the opposite.. (determine how you see it)

2011-10-07T20:47:00.001+08:00

人生就像剝洋蔥，總有一片會讓人流淚。

他們簡直是CHOK CHOK CHOK 哈哈；D

2011-10-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

他們都是我最愛的TVB演員之一，集中一個簡直是讓我最愛的，他就是... Laughing.. 謝天華！哈哈。看他幾個照片，你應該知道為什麼我那麼地宗拜他。他不只是演技好，他簡直太可愛了！！

一個感動到我的故事，原版是英文的，我把它翻譯到中文，希望你們看了也會被它感動到。這個故事告訴了我，無論什麼困難，只要有人在你身邊支持，你就能夠把它給克服了。

2011-10-03T01:38:00.003+08:00

Original Post:

Twin girls, Brielle and Kyrie, were born 12 weeks ahead of their due date. Needing intensive care, they were placed in separate incubators.

Kyrie began to gain weight and her health stabilized. But Brielle, born only 2 lbs, had trouble breathing, heart problems and other complications. She was not expected to live.

Their nurse did everything she could to make Brielle’s health better, but nothing she did was helping her. With nothing else to do, their nurse went against hospital policy and decided to place both babies in the same incubator.

She left the twin girls to sleep and when when she returned she found a sight she could not believe. She called all the nurses and doctors and this is what they saw (refer to the picture above).

As Brielle got closer to her sister, Kyrie put her small little arm around her, as if to hug and support her sister. From that moment on, Brielle’s breathing and heart rate stabilized and her health became normal.

From then on, they decided to keep both babies together, because when they were together they kept each other alive.

(我翻譯到中文..中文版 )
出生的雙胞胎女孩，Brielle和Kyrie，其到期日提前12個星期。需要重症監護，他們被安置在不同的孵化器。

Kyrie開始發胖，她的健康穩定。但Brielle，出生只有2磅，呼吸困難，心臟問題和其他並發症。她是沒有預料到的生活。

他們的護士做的一切，她可以以更好地使Brielle的健康，但沒有她，幫助她。閒來無事，他們的護士去對醫院的政策，並決定將兩個嬰兒在同一孵化器。

她留下了雙胞胎女兒睡覺時，當她回來，她發現她簡直不敢相信眼前的景象。她呼籲所有醫生和護士，這是他們所看到的（請參考上面的圖片）。

Brielle了接近她的妹妹，她周圍的垂憐她的小胳膊，彷彿在擁抱和支持她的妹妹。從這一刻起，Brielle的呼吸和心率穩定，她的身體逐漸恢復正常。

從此，他們決定一起，以保持嬰兒，因為他們在一起的時候，他們讓每個其他活著。

22-23 January 2011, Michael Tse went to Singapore for Starhub Roadshow at Causeway Point

2011-10-01T22:10:00.004+08:00

It has been about 8++ months liao ago, where michael tse, wayne, and the other two artistes come to singapore to introduce their new drama shows.. This is some of the photo taken during the roadshow.. Most of it is laughing sir larh.. as he is the idol that i inspire among all.. hahasxD And this happens around the reaching of Chinese New Year time.. hahasxD.. so cute they all seriously!! Know how to entertain the audience.. Their singing is so good too!!~ WahahahxD

Happy National Day

2011-10-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

Today is the China National Day.. Is their independence day.. So yarh, they are celebrating and there's goes with the fireworks.. The fireworks are so beautiful, marvellous!! :D I feel like as if i was there on the live scene.. hahas xD

PS: Beautiful rainbow taken in toronto, canada by Laughing (Michael Tse).

看完了《老公萬歲》與《戀愛星求人》

2011-09-25T19:29:00.005+08:00

上個星期與這個星期終於讓我看完了《老公萬歲》與《戀愛星求人》。這兩部電視劇簡直太好看了，哈哈。它們是我看愛情劇最好看的，跟別的愛情劇不同。哈哈。

以下是《老公萬歲》的幾個照片。

以下是《戀愛星求人》的幾個照片。

看完了《洪武三十二》

2011-09-18T19:45:00.003+08:00

星期四九月十五日，我終於看完了《洪武三十二》。這部戲總集有三十集，簡直是很贊！在全部我看得古裝戲這是第一名，哈哈！現在我正在收看新部戲《老公萬歲》！這部戲好好的看，好多里頭的詞語好有意思啊！

今天早晨起來，去了找朋友幫她忙錄影，還好大多數是錄背影，哈哈！然後又去了花園，然後到了3點30分鐘左右，去她的家作訪。在家裡教了她補習，補數學課免費的，哈哈。然後有聊有笑的，還看她上網。到了晚上7點鐘才回家，簡直是超級累了! 但是沒關係，今天還是滿愉快的。

冷笑话...

2011-09-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

1) 杯子寂寞，被倒進開水，滾燙的感覺，這就是戀愛感覺。水變溫了，杯子很舒服，這是生活感覺。水變涼了，杯子害怕，也許這就是失去感覺。水徹底的涼，杯子難受，把水倒出。杯子舒服了，但不小心掉在地上，摔成一片一片的，發現每一片上都有水的痕跡，知道心裡還愛著水，想再愛一次，卻不可能了。

2) 【農民三句話培養好孩子】：1、孩子，爸媽沒本事，你要靠自己；2、孩子，做事先做人，一定不能做傷害別人的事；3、孩子，撒開手闖吧，實在不行，回家還有飯吃。【城里人三句話害孩子】：1.寶貝，好好學習就行，其他爸爸媽媽來辦；2、寶貝，記住不能吃虧；3、我告訴你，再不好好學習，長大沒飯吃...

3) 今天看到個帖子：“自稱“人家”的女生，基本上啥工作都不用做，有男生會替你做掉大半；自稱“偶的，至少能省去一半的工作量；自稱“我”的，全部工作都是自己的；自稱“姐”或者“爺”的，得，連男人的活都是你的。 ”努力回憶著認識的女生對自己的稱呼中ing...

4) 昨天看新聞說有個人得了癌症，為了給家裡省錢，不治了。晚上臨睡前問老公：“如果是我得了絕症，你會給我治嗎？”老公都快睡著了，迷迷糊糊說：“別瞎說…傾家蕩產也得治！”我說：“如果你得了呢？”老公：“那就不治了。”我問：“為什麼？”老公：“剩下你一個人，掙錢不容易。”

5) 一婦女在路上見一男孩抽煙，就問男孩：“小朋友，你爸爸知道你抽煙嗎？”男孩頭都沒抬，直接回答道： “你在外面和陌生男人講話，你丈夫知道嗎？”

6) A對B說“ 快看那邊那小孩，長的不男不女的，好中性呀，你猜他到底是男孩還是女孩？ ” B很不滿：“ 女孩！她是我的女兒！” A很是尷尬，略帶歉意的說：“ 哦……真對不起，我不知道你是她爸爸！” B極其憤怒的吼道：“ 我是她媽媽”...

7) 一道殘忍的數學題：媽媽22歲生下我，19年前，媽媽每天都能看到我，現在我19歲了，已經半年沒有回家看媽媽。而媽媽41歲了。如果媽媽可以活100歲，那麼媽媽還可以活59歲，如果我依然半年回家看她1次，我這一生，媽媽這一生，就只有118次機會見面了，這道數學題的答案，我希望我是算錯的。。。

8）女孩大一是水蜜桃，羞澀，會弄得你渾身癢癢，你得有兩把刷子才能把她們的刺刷掉。大二的女孩是紅富士，稍微成熟，清脆香甜，不用你去刷她，但你得花些心思才能把她刷乾淨。女孩大三是香蕉了，只要你想吃，剝皮就行，不用洗，想吃就吃。那大四的女孩就是番茄了，我靠！還以為自己是水果！！

9）某大學新樓落成一雕塑：一位少女左手捧一本書，右手高擎一隻象徵和平的鴿子．該校外公開向各學生徵集名稱，結果許多人的標語不謀而合——讀書頂個鳥用！

10）代課：月薪8.5元到500元她花了27年——……一個幾乎與世隔絕的農村里，一個本土女人，以最中國的堅韌，寸土不離，守著自己村的孩子，教書育人，把一批又一批的山里娃送到川大、西南民大、川北醫學院……而她，現在要被她為之奉獻的國家清退了。

終於看完了《潛行狙擊》

2011-09-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

昨天終於看完了《潛行狙擊》，它簡直是我看得最好的一部戲！ “讚讚贊”！簡直要給戲裡的演員們*給力給力*！在香港，是星期五九月九日大結局，而我遲了一步，但是我還是很高興能看完它！這部戲讓我笑也讓我哭，演員們演得像真的一樣。在星期五的時候，30多個演員們和幾千個觀眾在他們的活動中也追看這部戲！哈哈！真是好細心的演員們！

还有在前两天也就是星期五，我看完了《巴不得爸爸》2008年的一部戏，这部戏却是很失望。它的内容很不清楚..

看完了《花花世界花家姐》

2011-09-07T22:58:00.004+08:00

前幾天，終於看完了《花花世界花家姐》，這部戲好看啊！哈哈，看完了，現在正在看《巴不得爸爸》，還有正在追看《潛行狙擊》現在還在26集而已。還有多四集.. 現在看《巴不得爸爸》.. 也是超好看的。

昨天我去了游泳，希望能夠變黑，但是還是白.. 咳... 最慘的是下個星期三得回去學校聽講座，簡直是要把我給悶死了。看別的學生拿獎學金，而我只是在那里以下的聽眾，真是煩啊！

2011-09-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

看完了《魚躍在花見》，現在看《潛行狙擊》..

2011-09-02T14:45:00.005+08:00

好久沒有update博客了.. 昨天終於看完了《魚躍在花見》.. 演員：張智霖，劉松仁，謝天華，胡杏兒，楊怡，李天翔.. 這部戲是說明了日本的食品sushi之內的東西，讓兩兄弟有了一些不同的事情發生.. 這部戲的內容簡直很好，一個字形容這部戲就是“贊”！裡頭的演員們都是實力派，他們的演技是一流的。有的部分簡直是高潮，看到你會反而也想跟他們一起流眼淚.. 哈哈.. 雖然我怎麼說會有一點誇張，但是是真的。他們的演技像是真的一樣。真是佩服他們的努力來作出這麼好的戲品出來。雖然我看完了這部戲，如果要重看的話，我還是會看得。它這部戲總共有20集，一定要看，不看你會後悔的。

我現在正在追看另一部戲《潛行狙擊》，這部戲也是一流的，它總共有30集，但是現在的華語版只有到22集，粵語版到23集，而我是在追看華語版的，希望它的23集能快點出來。這部戲是警察戲，看得時候超級“贊”！他們拿槍的時候，好威風啊！希望能快點看完這部戲，然後我可以發一些照片關於這部戲的莫些內容給你們看。哈哈。

2011-08-26T20:04:00.006+08:00

今天好晚地起床，昨天凌晨2點鐘才睡覺，睡不了，天氣十分的炎熱.. 今天醒來發現是已經中午12點鐘，連忙去準備去醫院.. 到了醫院，知道她還不能出院，我的心裡很難過。在那裡聊了一會，便去樓下的餐廳買鴨飯吃。然後又回去家務病房，去看電視。到了三點多鐘左右，我說要回家了，因為我在那也沒什麼東西作。程搭地鐵到白沙站下，然後去了白沙購物中心的超級市場買肉之類的東西。

最終回到家大概四點多鐘左右。回到家做家務，然後又去煮粥來吃，加那些我所去白沙購物中心的超級市場買的料。吃完了，就接著上網玩遊戲，家裡現在只有我一個人，簡直是孤零零的。心裡有點感到懼怕之類的。所以只好來上網大發自己的心情。

我真希望她能早點地康復，這麼一來她就能早點地出院。還有明天是新加坡總統的大選日子，幸虧我還沒有到達那個適合年齡來投票，能好好的休息，不用去管它。咳.. 電腦找不到好玩的遊戲，我感到的很鬱悶啊！！

ＰＳ：以上的照片是我的所謂“自拍照”.. 一個人在家真是無聊..

2011-08-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

今天考CBM的科目，完全不會做..希望奇蹟會出現，讓我的科目及格。我不要為了這些考試而害到自己留班。現在兩個考試考完了，剩下最後一個，將在下課星期三。希望那時候，那個考卷會是容易的，是那些我讀到的。不要像今天一樣，我讀的，它不考出來，不讀的就跟我考出來。

考完了考試，我搭地鐵車，然後轉到巴士到中央醫院去探訪人。到那里三點多，等了很久，大概５點３０分鐘，她才好。我真的很恨那裡的醫療人員，他們幫病人動手術的時候，很失乎，拿病人來做試驗品。他們弄錯了，只是說聲對不起，就把這個事給忘了。我真想揍他們一頓，為什麼他們拿病人的生命來開玩笑，做事那麼馬虎！他們害到病人受到那麼多的痛苦。只是個對不起，就可以一了百了？！如果他們害到病人不幸身亡，難道一身對不起就可以當沒一回事嗎？他們簡直不被當醫療人員或醫生，什麼東西都不說出來，等到解決問題之後，才說做錯，對不起。現在她的身體裡有那個管，永遠多不能拿出來，你說怎麼辦？！為什麼你們那麼的壞？！我真希望你們這些醫生和醫療人員死後去地獄而不是天堂，做那麼多傷到病人的事而只是對不起，就這樣當沒一回事！你們太殘忍了！我會永遠的記得這件事，還有十幾年前的那個護士，害到我的她眼睛盲不能看到東西。你們這些人我都不會原諒的．．如果當時那個護士立刻叫醫生的時候，她的眼睛就不會盲了。都是因為那個護士怕因為自己的失誤，而會被處罰之類，就撒個謊說沒有事的，不用叫醫生，結果因為這樣就害到她永遠失盲，我也不會原諒你的。還有今天拿些醫生和醫療人員，尤其是那些動手術的醫生，我一定不會原諒你們的。不是一句對不起，就沒事了！

然後到了７點鐘，我明明不想回家的，看到她那麼痛苦的樣子，我的心都酸痛，很想痛哭出來，但是她還是很堅強的裝作沒事的樣子叫我回家，因為時間不早了，已經傍晚了。我希望她能快快康復起來，能早點出院，身體健康，毫無事情。

2011-08-24T19:58:00.002+08:00

明天就要考Compensation and Benefit 考試了。但是到現在，我的頭腦還是一片空白，簡直是煩死我了。我完全背不了那些質料，太多了！還有它考試的方式跟測驗的是完全不一樣，讀了那幾個去年考出來的問答題，沒有一個是一樣的。真是很難知道哪一些題目會出來。我很怕我會不及格，還有今天發生了很多事，讓我感到煩躁而根本沒有心情讀書，一整天在醫院，只是現在才回家。

平時在這個時候，我在家有人陪伴，但是現在我卻是一個人孤零零的，每人陪我聊天。我因該現在在讀書的，但是我真的是沒有心情去讀。我還又怕如果我讀不完所有的質料，我明天的考試不及格，就要留班，我不要留班，我不要比其他的同學畢業的更遲！

我簡直是太煩了！為什麼老天爺對我這麼的不公平！！為什麼為什麼！！生命真的是太不公平了！

Business Laws 考試

2011-08-24T00:18:00.003+08:00

今天早上6點鐘起床，只睡了3個小時的覺，讓後起來讀書。時間過得真快，一會兒就9點鐘。然後去沖個涼，去把要溫習的質料放進我的書包裡，而出門去中央醫院。到那，吃了早餐，然後被她去做物理治療。 11點鐘，物理治療完了之後，去藥店買藥，而去餐廳喝杯熱乎乎的茶。在那坐了一會，就程搭的士到了學校。

到了學校，走到課室外的樓梯坐，讀起我所需要的質料。等了大概一個鐘頭後，就進去了課室裡。當時的我，頭腦一片空白，根本完全忘記我所讀的東西。在等待考試開始的時候，還好我請求了gohonzon 來幫忙，它讓我在正讓自己平靜下來時，讓我能慢慢的想起我所讀的東西，雖然有的記不起，但是好過完全忘記。我正要感謝gohonzon 的幫助。

到了3點鐘，考試終於完畢，回到家已經3點30分鐘了。在家吃午餐，然後看了一下電視局《夜光神杯》，簡直是"贊“尤其是那幾個演員- 張婷和郭晉安等等。他們的演技簡直是實力派。看完了《夜光神杯》，四點30分鐘，眼睛開始困了，畢竟我睡了只有三個小時，所以在那個時候，我去了房間躺在床上就睡起覺來。醒來的時候，已經傍晚8點鐘，看電視，玩電腦，到現在。哈哈。現在因該是在讀書，但是我偷懶以下，拿這個時間來update 博客。

最後，以上的照片是我的所謂”新鞋”，好像是一年了，去年買的吧.. 昨天在噢然的情關下找到，沒有穿過的，今天我把它給穿了，簡直像是新買的一樣！白白乾乾淨淨的底板。

PS：簡直是愛我的“新鞋”！！ “贊”！ ♥♥♥♥♥♥

edit 照片!

2011-08-22T14:58:00.001+08:00

懶得讀書，去edit照片，全都長大了!

明天就是考試的日期了，時間過了真快！

2011-08-22T12:54:00.003+08:00

咳... 明天就是第一個考試紙捲要做了，還是我最爛的一科.. 真是傷腦筋。我其他的科目都還沒有讀到，第二個考試紙捲是在星期四，也就是兩天時間讀。讀理工學院真的是好煩啊！壓力超級的大！不知道為什麼當初我會選擇了理工學院而不是初級學院.. 我簡直想要叫苦年天啊！ *壓力壓力壓力*

現在已經中午1點鐘，我還是沒辦法讀書，真是慘的不得了！多是二十一個小時就考試了！我是一個不是讀書的料！真是煩！為什麼新加坡要講求讀書！

Laughing Gor 之變節

2011-08-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

今天下午才醒來，整整睡了12個鐘頭。起來的時候已經2點鐘了。吃午餐，然後上了電腦去看《Laughing Gor之變節》，簡直是“贊”！它的故事裡簡直是太感人，在黑白世界裡還有灰色的地帶，只要你懂得做出真確的判斷，就能解托自己的困難所在。

以下是一些照片在電影《Laughing Gor之變節》:D

時間倒流，小學的照片..

2011-08-20T18:19:00.005+08:00

可愛的小伙子們，大家長大了。生活也變了，當兵就當兵，讀書就讀書，還有一位紅到的要命---現在是藝人。

PS: 真是不可相信！

2011-08-20T09:50:00.003+08:00

今天只睡四個鐘頭，真是要我的命。早晨3點鐘睡，7點鐘醒來。然後去了家裡樓下的巴剎吃早餐，然後又去買一些菜肉之類的食物，來煮今晚的晚餐。 *哈哈*

9點鐘到現在，有四個工作人員來到我家，正在廚房那裡封住我的牆壁，多是為了配合政府要建立的東西。咳.. 到現在還沒有完成，我真是要被悶死了。今天是個特別的日子（無說是什麼）。不知等一下中午又沒有什麼活動之類的東西，還有星期二就要考試了.. 我真是糟糕，還沒有去讀書。這是簡直是完蛋了。真是無奈啊！我真的不是讀書的料。一看到那麼多字，我就眼花潦亂，真是命苦..

好了，現在只update到這裡，今晚還是有空的時候才再來update了。

PS: 聽聽歌，來調自己的心情(:

2011-08-19T16:37:00.005+08:00

昨天，去了白沙購物中心去領取眼鏡。然後，取iluma買泡泡奶茶來喝。 0%糖，不甜也很好喝，好多人在排隊。然後倒了CoffeeBean 去喝些咖啡和吃蛋糕，雖然貴了一點，但是價值物美。哈哈。回到白沙購物中心，去看看有什麼東西買的。時間簡直過了真快，一轉眼，就4點多了。到了超級市場，買了一些菜肉之類的，然後到了《旺角茶餐廳》吃東西。買了一杯綠茶和海鮮炒飯，炒飯簡直很失望，根本沒有海鮮.. 但是還是沒關係，吃了一點點就不吃，還一般要7+新元。

以下是那些我所購買的食物，所謂不能看外表，他們不能讓你這麼容易的信任，因為它們有不能說的秘密。雖然外表看起來很吸引，但內表確實不是你想像中的還要好。

看完了《學警狙擊》!

2011-08-19T15:44:00.007+08:00

看完了《學警狙擊》，雖然是2008年的戲，但是非常“贊”！好看極了。現在正想看《潛行狙擊》在今年2011年8月1日播出。但是現在是考級時間，我應該讀書，但然而被迷上了香港電視劇。這次簡直是慘了。哈哈。但是沒關係，我還是先把我的書給讀一下，然後考試完後，我才看《潛行狙擊》這部戲算了。太愛里頭的演員謝天華，他的演技簡直是一流。 “贊”！ Laughing Sir 就是Laughing Sir :D

以下是一些《學警狙擊》大結局的照片，但沒有Laughing Sir 在裡頭。哈哈，他在第22集就被“殺"了。

還有如果你不知道誰是謝天華，這以下的幾個照片就是他本人。

八月十七日　晴天　傍晚

2011-08-17T18:29:00.002+08:00

很久沒有上博客了.. 最近生活沒有那麼的美好，但是也是習慣了。這個星期是“讀書期”，也就是說不用上課在家自己讀書然後下兩個禮拜就要去學校考試。這次的考試不可以不及格，要不然會要留班。考試佔有50%的總成績，所以一定要及格。但是到了現在我還是沒有真正的去讀書。這幾天在家正在看香港的戲曲，看了《真相》，《怒火街頭》，還有現在正在看《學警狙擊》，簡直是“贊”！哈哈！

現在還上癮了《學警狙擊》的主題曲，叫作黑白變奏，它的歌詞簡直含有美好意義。

請享受一下的歌　：）

日夜之間的接口段落之間的變奏
落入忠奸的缺口灰黑之間你游走
愈用心分析對手愈是交心的戰鬥
愈是分不清對手
情與義那像似黑白事情
遊戲吧你共我追逐未停
忘記吧抹掉昨天熱誠
對或錯你或我決定勝 Hea~ Woo~
用什麽狙擊對手用目光追踪悔咎
事或非堆積藉口灰黑之間你留守
用盡心分析對手事實之差心裡鬥
步入灰色的缺口不知去或留

F*Ck-UP DAY!

2011-08-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

today went to school then followed go to nuh for eye-check up.. F*cking phek chey at there, when the doc checks my eye.. initially says good, then later say not good, saying that i have glaucoma, an eye disorder.. Which my eye pressure is super higher than the normal people one, and that my nerve is bigger.. For the past few years, i also have this problem, but then it's okay liao.. why suddenly still like that? and she says if the nerve burst, it will affect my eye sight which is blind.. I don't want to live in the darkness in my life!!!

Have been crying since the whole afternoon,but alright after having a long nap till night.. Seriously, i don't get it, why humans lie?? even doctors lie?? If you know that i have such problems few years back, why can't you just say it out so that i can take precaution measures for it??! WHY YOU JUST HAVE TO LIE BY SAYING THAT MY EYES ARE ALRIGHT??! Now when it get worst, then you just say out the facts??! You all sucker seriously!!!!!

Then still have to go back check up.. which is three weeks time! and it during the exam week.. how you suppose me to focus on my study then?! You all suck!!!!!

Slacking at home..

2011-07-31T16:54:00.004+08:00

Hah.. Even though people are wishing me and i thanking them, but in fact only a minority of them knows that i don't celebrate at all for all these year.. hahas.. but then still need to thanks them for the well-wishes..

Today is the first day of hungry gh**t festival though.. wake up in the morning and then went to pray.. Super smoky for today weather though, and my eyes are sensitive, causing them to be irritated..

Boring today, as i am too religious, initially a friend ask me to go out, then i reject due to the festival... Went for afternoon nap at 2+pm and wake up just now due to the nightmare i have.. was shivering when i wake up.. -.-ll and no gut to go back sleep liao..

Tomorrow have RS interview test, followed by PC counselling test on tuesday.. haiz.. life in polytechnic is never-ending de.. And i seriously getting sick of it. Somemore friday i still have to go for eye check-up, and i hate the eye pressure machine, blow stupid air and never once get to success in reading my eye pressure, even if one - two time success, it's forever high..

Nothing to blog for today le. All i hope is that tomorrow RS interview and tuesday PC counselling test, i will be able to done well for them and also exam coming 3 weeks time, and i passed all of them.. I don't want to retain!!!.. So that's all for blogging.

PS: Shit.. just realise didn't get to take my medication (both injection and tablets) in the morning.. Siiao liao..Hopefully it don't affect my hba1c in october.. damnit.. if not sure get scolding again -.-

forget about Tuesday and carry on Wednesday..

2011-07-27T15:53:00.005+08:00

what the hell.. where did my blog post goes for yesterday.. damn...

Okay.. today wake up early and reach school at 9+am for CBM project meeting.. Reach school le, stupid idiot fatimah tell me what, the others in don't know where, then go search here, search there.. Then in the end, i don't want to trust her le, then called shan nn then realise is at the Macdonald there.. what the hell, and that idiot says what spectrum.. Don't know don't talk crap k...

Then went to meet them, that idiot fatimah then takes her laptop out, showing the presentation slides that both of us have did la.. then, she likes trying to claim that the presentation slides are she done de larh, which is nonsense.. the game show that is about "We are Pricetags", is me who has come up with yesterday during the break, just because i thought of my group name is pricetag, so might as well use it in the project to show that we are united, and the name we gave to the group is of good uses... Then later, scroll through the slides lorh, then the background is sort of cannot make it larh.. so I just let that idiot do lorh, since she didn't really do anything.. (don't even know the content of the report.. wtf, just because she did not do the report at all..) Seriously, hate her to the max.. freerider..

Then when she change the background, i just go buy some breakfast to eat, since i didn't eat and she eaten already... Then later, go through the slides and what each of us need to do.. And she didn't even know about the hyperlink thingy.. wth.. Also, if i know how to make those tag invisible, i done it earlier le.. then she like insist me to edit that, like i am her slave like that, i tried, then ask josephine, josephine try also cannot, in the end still ignore it lorh.. If that idiot think she is smart enough, then you do larh.. Idiot.. Only knows how to claim credits when you do nothing at all.. _l_ you..

After that, goes to lecture.. Lost my lecture notes.. Just copy down the notes onto the foolscap... Then after lecture, went to project meeting for RS and PM.. PM friday presentation, and then monday interview... wtf.. all consecutive.. even tuesday have interview for PC.. And is with that idiot, who yesterday she thinks she very smart, know me well, act as smart alec.. But somehow, seriousoly yesterday, initially i want to create a fake problem, in the end, see the others say real de, then might as well says real de lorh.. And i hate that idiot fatimah alot.. she just want to get good result for herself.. Ask what my problems during the PC test on tues.. then she can rehearse.. which this is cheating larh.. f*ck her..

PS: Seriously, i have enough nonsense of her already.. so i hope she better stop it.. Don't be a idiot selfish person i tell you.. damn you!

photo of the gameshow slides i have come out with:

Nothing to blog.. just have fun.

2011-07-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

Have fun with this experiment!! ;D

1. Grab a calculator
2. Key in the first 4 digits of your phone
number
3. Multiply by 80
4. Add 1
5. Multiply by 250
6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone
number
7. Repeat Step 6
8. Subtract 250
9. Divide number by 2
And you'll get your full phone number.
Only works for Singapore HP Numbers.

Have a day great out with Sun QC; followed with yesterday stuffs happening from Felicia Tang (finally show her true colours..)

2011-07-23T14:11:00.008+08:00

Today woke up at 7+am and went to have a bath, and off i go.. lolz.. reach at plaza singapura at 8.15am and waited for Sun QC.. Then was walking around the mall, when she called, then went to meet her up. Yay, have breakfast together with her, and then watch movies with her. The harry potter movie is nice, not bad anyway.

After movie, when to walk a little bit, but no idea where to go, thus go home while she still got homework to do.. anyway, still need to thank her for the free movie, and also sorry that didn't manage to take photo with her..

Seriously, yesterday not in a good mood.. Just realise that this particular girl Felicia Tang has been lying and lying over and over again.. Initially she was sms-ing me by telling me all sort of problems (like i care).. what she has three boys chasing her, and then don't know she like who whatever.. And then, yesterday, she still post on her facebook that a girl like her... This is like wtf?? seriously.. She look so short and sucky and somemore so many boys like her and worst still is that a girl would even like her... -.-ll this is too ridiculous liao larh..

Frankly speaking, for me, if i was a boy, i might as well love others.. lolz.. She thinks she is pretty or attracting.. Still says what she is friend who has a nice heart.. wtf??! everytime, people busy, ask people to go out with her, if not pity her mother dies young, then i don't even want to care her.. Still keep backstabbing other of my friends.. saying they no good etc... Wonder what wrong with her mind... Totally a change person...

Then, being wondering now is that whether is she too crazy over a relationship?? Keep telling people 3 guys love her, later say no, is 2 guys love her??! wapian.. this is too siiao liao, her mind is crazy le.. Can't simply know what happen to her.. -.-lll.. And somemore the guys who like her she claim is younger than her???! o.O.. maybe is "sister-brother" relationship then it is larh.. -.-lll Somemore claiming that the facebook person chatting with her is the two sons' mother.. and the mother look like 20++ years old only, and the sons are 14-16 years old.. walau, if you want to lie, lie to other larh, no need lie to me, like i 3 years old person is it??... and somemore you stress at school nowadays, you don't take it on me larh.. Keep misunderstand a person or whatever, you think is fun arh?? That time, i offline didn't reply your msg on fb since i didn't know, you spam it and say i angry with you, while the fact is the facebook problem.. seriously, if you keep so asshole, you are not a friend of mine. In fact, since this week, i have not treated you as friend, keep being an annoying one.. During lesson, either mass miss calling me or keep spamming my msg inbox.. what the hell.. you don't want go school, is your problem.. And somemore your own personal stuff, is your problem, you no need to announce to other, like i am your parents like that.. The wonder you have so few friends, and i am a silly one wanted to be her friend seriously, i just too silly.. -.-ll.. Hopefully, after yesterday when see all the post you put together with the message you sent me through phone are contradicting,it has let me know her true colours and the lies you told.. all i can do is to deleted her from fb, and hopefully she don't interact me in facebook.. And somemore i didn't know she has a l*sbian friend or what.. LOL!!! This is super scary sia..

Seriously is she crazy or what... spamming me all sort of idiotic message.. seriously i want to says is "so please don't spam me of your personal stuff, i have enough of it.. at night, people need sleep.. dun keep sms-ing or calling.."

Her ridiculous messages:

and many more....

PS: Currently i'm in a dilemma whether to friend or not to friend her... (although facebook delete her.. just to prevent her post all spamming the wall).. I She is just too untrue with all her words.. maybe is that she too keen in a relationship such that no guys like her and she make-up story, since her profile picture don't have guy photo only girls.. (maybe she is indeed l**bian??.. oh gosh.. i don't think i can think too deeper anymore..)

Her profile picture in FB (sort of proving me to think that she is l*sbian.. so close holding hand like c*uple... -.-lll):

Bad Tuesday...

2011-07-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today went to school around 9+am and meet josephine in the MRT station there, and only both of us walk to school as it about time, and afraid late for class.. Then when we reach class, is already 10.06am.. and to our suprise, there is no teacher and other classmate at all.. Then josephine was like oh gosh.. asking whether is the class cancel anot, then i say won't be cancel as no one has sms to inform us.. Then she called celin, and celin say on the way coming school, class is as usual.. then later a few minutes later, teacher then come in, followed by other classmates strolling in.. -.-lll

Then later, teacher give out the blaw mst paper.. to my disappointment, i didn't get the desired result, all because of question 1.. the rest i get all correct.. question 1 has caused me to get so bad grade just because first part question do wrong, the rest is linked to it, so all 0 marks... and i lost 18 marks for that..

Then later the teacher says he mark leniencely and say will try add marks by closing one eyes.. others manage to get additional mark like additonal 4 marks, and 2 marks.. i get none.. He says cannot for mine blah blah blah.. initially celin get 76 then add 4 marks she get 80.. from B+ to A. then chu hui, from 64 marks to 66 marks after adding two marks which is same as my mark.. but she manage to pull the grade up.. then i still remain 66 marks.. Why is the teacher so unfair??! I don't get it.. Why they he can close one eye, then my cannot??!

Then later went for psychology tutorial after two hour break.. totally no mood at all.. Listen to other on how they counsel, and then when it my turn, i was like totally blank.. I have problem paraphrasing, clarifying and summarising.. I can't carry on asking question.. I was like totally don't get what i am doing.. my head was so dizzy.. Then later, pay attention on other on how they counsel, but can't really pay full attention and was like feeling closing eye.. Just too tired.. But seriously, the mate i counsel her english so good. and she claim herself that her communication is bad due to her english, and when try counselling her, i feel that i can't even ask her about the question as my english is worst than her lorh.. and she really don't have that problem at all.. If she has problem in english, how she able to communicate with the classmate and claim that her english is bad and no one understand her?? and also later still say can understand what she says... is just contradicting.. The other groups. a particular boy says he get a particular illness diagnose in last year december, and he feel sad about it, but then the illness is healing and cured.. And seriously, my mind is just asking, hello.. your illness can be cure leh??! Then what the problem?? Not like me and other children, more facing of this problem lorh.. Your illness can cure, but then me and other children illness who cannot cure leh??! what is our feeling?? Worst than your by ten time or hundred times lorh..

We need to depend on medication to survive, but then your no need.. So what there so make you sad.. Isn't that mean, i and other children have to be more sad.. You still don't need to bear any painfulness.. Me leh?? Bear more painfulness larh.. Imagine having injection everyday, and somemore is ownself "poke" in de.. Unless you tell me you can bear with it, and survive with it for your life forever larh..

Seriously, i not in a good mood.. Other are doing well in life, while me leh??.. I just have to keep asking myself about it..

Stuffs happening in school todays..

2011-07-14T20:19:00.003+08:00

Today went out of home at 10am and sit MRT to school.. Reach around 10.30am and then went to DSD centre to make payment for the Standard Chartered Marathorn 5 km run.. Went there and they can't find my document and i was like wtf?? i has sent the email to them le.. then they don't have my document for it. Hence, later the office lady says that it's okay, as long i registered and sent the email, then there is alright. But then, luckily i still went to email to the recipent to ensure that whether does she receive my email on tuesday.. In the end, she says no.. So i went to email her again the information larh.. Also take screenshot of it to let her know in fact i do message her, maybe is the hotmail fault lah.. i dunnoe larh..

Then 11am, went to LT 12A for psychology lecture.. super sleepy that time, sort of having dizziness.. Tried to concentrate during the lecture but to no avail larh.. But still guai got copy down notes larh.. But later don't know what, kinda bored.. drawing picture on my lecture notes.. lolz.. then later the teacher ask some question on the counselling part, which is that a client has bad temper (egoistic), and keep quarreling with wife, when his wife kept quiet, he get angry larh.. The teacher initially says he calling people not looking at the screen.. then i was like i sitting way so far behind, he won't notice de larh.. In the end, he called me to answer the question.. LOL!!.. and most funny, he called me by "I"leen first, then ask again, you called "I"leen or "E"leen.. Then i say "E"leen.. I was like from april till now he being calling me "I"leen, suddenly today he ask me this question.. lolz.. Then he called me "E"leen.. lolz..Then don't care larh.. i just answer larh, what do you expect your wife to answer you?? hahas.. and the teacher say my answer can cut short and quite good answer.. LOL! ;P

After lecture, went with the others to go KouFu there to eat food larh.. Went and bought Mee Hun Kuay.. Super sucky the chicken taste.. Didn't manage to eat finish, then drink a cup of milo.. Feel more energetic though then.. Maybe i have low blood during the lecture after the morning thingy before go school.. haha.. Then after that went to hear talk that replace the Performance management lecture... super boring, didn't hear at all, just doing my own stuffs... playing handphone and doing some drawing.. after that break again went to print my cbm tutorial notes and then went library to rest rest a while..

CBM tutorial, get back the MST paper, quite satisfied with the result larh.. Get the same mark as my psychology paper larh.. haha.. Then was angry with the CH larh.. Ask people to let her see result, i don't want de, then she insist want to see, then let her see.. Later ask her about her result, she didn't even want to let other see.. F*ck her sia.. Was super angry lorh.. If don't let other see your result, then don't see other people result larh.. Haiz.. then later went to listen the teacher teach, do mindmap, and then do tutorial.. Teacher ask us to volunteer to let the class see the answer larh.. then i volunteer for the last question lorh.. ;P.. seriously i need participation marks to help me pull up my result larh.. Exam is 50% leh.. If fail, then whole thing fail like siiao liao, need participation mark to help me pull up seriously.. haiz...

Then later finish liao, went for project work meeting with the others (CBM and followed by PM).. then went back home around 6pm.. Do research and edit the report etc until now which i complete then i can blog up.. Now i still need to do the PM tutorial that needs tomorrow... Hahas.. Work never ending de.. Okay.. end here le.. super long winded.. bye.

*PS: If tomorrow get back result of PM, hopefully i can get as high mark like my CBM and Psychology.. *praying*... RS already super bad le.. Not the mark i want.. ;'(

2011-07-09T22:10:00.001+08:00

Hanging out with felicia tang at IMM mall + Jurong East

2011-07-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Dismiss school early at 12.45pm.. Went to take a slow walk with the rest out the school to the MRT Station. Instead of taking the MRT train that travel to Pasir Ris which i take oftenly to go home, i went to take MRT train travel to Joo Koon to meet Felicia Tang in Jurong East Station.

Waited for her there, and she reached at 1.20pm.Then went to the public library there while waiting for her using the internet there and i was there cooling down due to the hot weather.. Then, went to have some food at the coffeeshop there. Was then 3.00++pm, walking to the MRT station to find the shuttle bus to IMM mall, but then after searching, ask the train customer service assistant, they say have move place don't know to where.. Then there's a idiot man at the MRT train there approaching people, especially teenagers, claiming that what do donation for don't know what campaign.. Then i wanted to donate 2 dollars, then only have 5 dollars.. tell him i want to donate 2 dollar onlys, in the end donate 3 dollars, he says what treat 1 dollar as tip for him.. is like wtf??!

Then later, walk off, then realise that it is not for charitable organisation, but is their direct sales for the company.. f*ck him sia... scam people money... Then later instead taking shuttle bus, we walk to the IMM mall lorh.. walk for 20++ minutes under the sun.. super hot lorh but i just loving it trying to suntan myself, but then still not tanned.. sobs..

Went to have a seat inside the IMM macdonald there to slack a while.. Then later walk around the shopping mall, accompany Felicia Tang as she shops the diaso and the giant for her stuffs.. Then later went to eat (she eat, i didn't eat).. Then bought some breads and went to take shuttle bus to the MRT there (still have to climb overhead bridge). Then take mrt to lavender and she went to the wendy v hotel there to slack.. after around 7pm, she went to top up es-linnk card..

Then back home, was super tired, then fall asleep... lolz.. just awake at 9.00pm.. lolz.

Went for follow-up at NUH today..

2011-07-05T22:07:00.003+08:00

Appointment is at 3.25pm, but instead i went to NUH at 1.30pm and ate lunch since today i didn't go school.. lolz.. Went there have some milo, and then wait a little while and it's 1.45pm and i walk slowly in. Went there, and was about to into the clinic, at room 18, the nurse call me.. lolz.. and say i catch you, i help you pass the appointment card, you go have your HBA1C first... lolz.. then later went to have weight taking by Auntie May.. haha.. Then she say wah.. you lose weight leh.. i was like huh?? lolz.. lose 3 kg??!..

Then later have blood pressure taking, Auntie May says want to take my hypocount, i was huh??! I just now have my lunch (in chinese).. Confirm high de.. then i was so stress sia.. lolz... then the BP went up super high 150++.. then later the hypocount come out is 7.9 then i was like phew.. then the nurse retake again, but then go down a little bit 145++.. lolz..

Then later went outside to wait, the HBA1C result out.. The nurse come to me says you jialat liao.. I was what???! Lolz.. then she says your HBA1C is 7.8, got improve from the previous check-up, i was like ooohhhh~~~ in a super high mood, super happy. Then later have some chit-chat with Auntie May, and like very fast, the doctor lee call me to go in. Lolz.. Then ask me to maintain, check my daily glucose thingy, then say, how come your is like low, then the HBA1C is high?? i was like lolz? and tell him, then glucose taking is pre-meal, not after meal.. -.-ll.. Then he was like oh.. okay.. And ask me to take bedtime de.. as he suspect maybe is during that time when my glucose is high.. Hahas..

Then the nurse inside very cute, she is a malay and i thought she chinese.. lolz.. The doctor lee was asking me about my eye check-up, i says is at august.. then the nurse tell me is august 5, then i say which day is it?? (in chinese).. then the doctor turn to me, and say you talk to her in chinese?? (in chinese).. then i said yarh??, why?? she is a chinese.. Then the nurse ask the doctor lee, she thought i am chinese?? doctor lee smile.. LOL!!!

Then ask me did i take blood test, i say yarh.. last week, then he go check.. and then print out the result.. looking and writng.. later show me the result, saying overall okay larh.. the renal okay.. blah blah blah.. i was already wondering something amiss.. then i knew it.. the cholestrol he put in the end saying, it is borderline high.. then say go dietian.. i say don't want larh.. i know what the dietian want to say.. then he say is different, last time is for your illness, now is cholestrol.. then i say i got go before lah.. about saturated fats and non-saturated fats.. lol.. then he refers to previous check-ups.. and say yarh.. so you know right.. then i was like yarh.... Then later he ask, you want to have medication to control it, i was like no thanks.. lolz.. at most cut on oil intake.. exercise more.. cut down eating chicken skin.. hahas.. Indeed i need to cut down, if not my heart blockage, i die in young age.. but now i still eating mentos sweet.. oops!!!
Lolz..

After that, take mc, wait outside for appointment card, and proceed to payment. Went back to pharmacy to take medicine, and i missed my turn, lolz.. ask the counter.. -.-lll.. On the way back, saw Dr.Mya at the clinic there, i faster walk to pharmacy lorh.. Wahaha.. If not, don't know what he wants to say again.. His english super de chim... i cannot catch what he talking.. haha..

So yarh, after that, went to makan at ashton.. hahaxD.. So that's all for today!!

2011-07-05T17:10:00.003+08:00

Seriously can't know what wrong with the people nowaday..

EXTREMELY BORING IN THE CLASS..

2011-07-04T13:25:00.006+08:00

Taking my time in Critical Reasoning Skill Module Tutorial to blog up.. Hate the teacher to the max.. Fcuking boring to the max... The way the teacher speaks is super boring and it simply making me feeling sleepy and i wanted to fall asleep soon..

What this moudle is about oral skills not writing skills.. so the argumentative essay only standss 20% of the module.. blah blah blah.. 10 % for contents, 8% for language and 2 % for organization.. Worst thing.. the teacher says what "Promisuous is alright for teenager 'blah blah'..."

What the hell.. teenager is alright to promiscuous?? damn her.. she is simply sick in her mind.. Maybe she is one of those who promiscuous in the teenager age...

I wonder how come the school hire her as a lecturer where she not fix to be at all.. talking craps etc.. making everyone sleepy and no one listening.. lolz.. I don't undertand what the heck she talking after all, i shall not care..

Now hopefully time passed fast till 3pm so that her lesson end soon.. and what the heck she need 5 article for the research.. f*ck her off.. garbage bin for her to fit in!!

2011-07-03T12:37:00.003+08:00

Today is sunday already.. time flies by so fast!! Tomorrow monday, which means back to school and it gonna be monday blue.. Going to school from 8am and then end at 5pm.. this is a disaster!! lolz..

Although today is sunday, there's no events today and i gonna be rotting at home!! OMG!!!... Gonna be nothing to blog up today.. Just wanna post some beauty of singapore places and it is the sentosa!!

The photo of the beauty of sentosa are below, have a good look!! ;D

Yeah!! Mid-Semester Test over!! But Projects to Come!!!

2011-07-01T21:05:00.005+08:00

Yea. Today officially is the end of Mid-Semester Test for the first semester.. However, it not over yet. There're project on the way still have to do.. Hahas.. Polytechnic life can never stop doing work.. The workload they give are never ending.. ;O

Yay, today watch the hongkong drama called 《与敌同行》, starring roger kwok... Have watch finish the 15th episode.. 6 more episodes to go.. The drama is super nice and i'm lovin it!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ It's a super new feeling to watch roger kwok acting as a villian in this show.. Hahas.. His acting skill is super great!! And channel u is showing on saturday at 8.30pm.. But didn't manage to see as watching the taiwan show 《夜市人生》on channel 8.. But is okay, now i have finish watching till 15th episodes while the channel u is still showing at 2nd or 3rd episode tomorrow, which i have already watch it!! Haha.. It's a MUST WATCH anyway!!

Below is some picture i saying about on the drama called 《与敌同行》,

This is the photo that roger kwok (one of the my top 3 hongkong favourite artistes) taken on 28 June 2011 at 12.17pm, which is 3 days ago..

And this photo is also on the 28 June 2011, during the night time, when his wife cindy give birth to their second child, a baby girl during night time ;D

What I've Have Done...

2011-06-30T17:27:00.001+08:00

这个星期我做了什么？就是读书读书再读书！但是终于很快的明天就是最后一个考试了！我好开心！哈哈！

2011-06-28T13:31:00.002+08:00

又回來放上更新的博客。時間過得真快，一轉眼我的外婆不在人間已經有五十二天了。我非常地紀念她，每晚要睡覺的時候，她的畫面都會浮在我的腦海中。生命真是很短佔，我們實在要學會珍惜生命。每次當我想起外婆的畫面的時候，我都會問自己:"到底外婆現在在哪？她跟外公團圓了嗎？她的人現在生活在天堂如何呢？..."

我知道外婆一直會在我身邊保護著我和我的家人，就並我的感覺。就說昨天和今天的考試吧，她讓我能記住我所讀的東西到腦海裡。以前的我，我根本記不了，在考試的時候，一片空白。現在的我，我能記得大多數我讀到的，只有一部分忘記掉。我真是要感激她一直守住在我的身旁，保護我。我不知她到底能知道我所要跟她說的這番話嗎，也不知她能明白嗎...

每當在學校一個人的時候，我都會去讀書館，自己一個人在那休息，而每次當我想起外婆的時候，眼淚就不知不覺得從我眼眶留下來。我真好想她啊！

PS:以下的歌我要獻給我外婆，永遠紀念她。

Sensei's Guidances

2011-06-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

"Never be afraid, no matter how daunting the problem seems. Just say to yourself that your faith is being put to the test and rise up to face the difficulty courageously. If you do that, you will definitely change posion into medicine and evaluate and expand your life-state in the process."

"It's not about pthers; it's about you winning, & winning over yourself. If you lose today, win tomorrow."

"Should you slacken in your resolve even a bit, devils will take advantage." (WND-1,p997)

"One thing is certain: That is the power of belief, the power of thought, will move reality in the direction of what we believe and conceive of it. If you really believe you can do something, you can. That is a fact."

"What is defeat in life? Defeat lies not in falling or making mistakes; rather, it lies in giving up on ourselves when we do so. Defeat is when we don't pull oursleves back up onto our feet again to challenge ourselves anew."

"It doesn't matter in what area or aspect of your life you choose, just keep challenging yourself in your own human revolution in the way most natural for you. The important thing is that you change in some positive way."

"Win without fail! Triumph in the end over even the harshest reality, through prayer based on a vow! Break through all hardships to ring the bell of victory! The best way to repay our mentor is with our own victory."

So what if it is saturday... :'(

2011-06-25T17:08:00.007+08:00

It's saturday today! But then i am alone at home, and this remind me of the song sang by Akon - Mr. Lonely. Lolz. Hahas. Although is super boring, but i spend my time "fruitfully" by changing my blogskin as i seeing my old blogskin more and more 不顺眼.. Have been wondering what blogskin to change to and it has take me for about an hour to two hours just to come at the final decision. Currently, the blogskin you saw in my blog now is the new skin that i have selected!!~ And also the music, i change it all!! AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I choose it properly yarh! Hahas, not bad bah.. *Thick-skinned*..

And anyway, three weeks of school holidays fly by so fast, starting school on monday, and anyway, these three weeks of school holidays are not for fun, joy and laughter. It is for mugging, mugging and mugging period. It's killing me anyway, no have the confidence that i will be able to pass my Mid-Semester Test (MST) anyway. All the notes that i have study, is either i forget or worst, i don't get it at all. I super hate examinations/tests, and i wonder who the stupid inventor who comes out with examinations/tests. The inventor is confirm 吃饱没事做.. Give students all stressful.. *Grrrr*

Today the weather is super nice in the morning, dark cloud eveloped the skies, and i was sleeping so peacefully back then. But now, the weather is like *wtf*, sun is out, shining so brightly at my house unit there and is so hot!! Hais.. (*.*)

Now i spending my time blogging instead of studying, simply is because i totally no mood studying at all. It's suck to study, and i don't find the point of studying. Last time is like saying 'O' Level is the certificate determine the future, but then it's totally garbage larh. Not true at all, 'O' Level is simply much more easier than polytechnic life, and it does not even determine the future, is the polytechnic certificate that do. No matter 'O' Level you do well a not, it don't help you to find job in the future, is the polytechnic certifcate that do, and i totally flunked it! This feeling simply sucks! Has been wishing to work in a medical industry when grows up, but now, it's totally impossible.. *Sobs*

Tonight there is a district meeting for religious thingy, wonder if i can make it a not, and i didn't manage to reply the sender as i not yet even top-up my phone card, so $0.00 i cannot do anything at all, just only can go web-searching through my house wireless-internet connecting to my phone. Hais, hopefully i can go larh, provided if i managed to get all the information i needed for monday into my brain!! (and seriously, i have not been going for months due to the heavy workloads in my school, everyday is like project work, homework, and vice versa!)

Anyway, stop here le, already 5.33pm.. -.-lll.. didn't realise my blog post for today can be so long, and you readers will be sick of it reading. Hahas. Anyway, enjoy reading!

PS: It's saturday; time flies so fast. Hopefully next week passed by quickly!! ;O

Below is the picture of my old blog skin and the another new skin i was considering to use it but then give up on it:

THE OTHER NEW BLOG SKIN I CONSIDERING BUT "SACRIFIED" IT :

OLD BLOG SKIN :

Signing off:
*´¨)
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(¸.•´ (¸.•` ¤ 麗雲 aka Eileen

2011-06-25T00:03:00.001+08:00

"Practising Nichiren Buddhism does not mean that our lives will always be smooth. Life is a series of ups & downs, challenges & adversity. We should expect to encounter suffering, hardship, & sadness. At such times, we should chant with all our might. If we do, in the light of the teachings of Buddhism, we are certain to be able to break through our lives, & continue to strive for koosen-rufu, we'll achieve our human revolution & build a life-state of absolute happiness. That's the path of faith. So no matter what happens, bever stray from faith." - Daisaku Ikeda

Seen from the perspctive of faith & Buddhism, everything has profound meaning. There is no whatsoever for us to vacilate between elation & despair at each turn of events. There is no such thing as a storm that will continue blowning & wreaking hacoc without end. In the same way, there is no hardship that will continue forever. there are clear days & there are rainy days. If we are swayed by our environment, rejocing one moment & despairing the next amid ever-changing circumstances, then we will not be able to accomplish a true revolution in our state of life.

2011-06-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

Thought of this song since today is friday night anyway ;D

Enjoy the song readers. Anyways, enjoy friday night!!

Lyrics:

Katy Perry - Last Friday Night(T.G.I.F.)
There’s a stranger in my bed,
There’s a pounding my head
Glitter all over the room
Pink flamingos in the pool
I smell like a minibar
DJ’s passed out in the yard
Barbie’s on the barbeque
There’s a hickie or a bruise
Pictures of last night
Eended up online
I’m screwed
Oh well
It’s a black top blur
But I’m pretty sure it ruled
Damn
Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on tabletops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard
Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we’re gonna stop-op
Whoa-oh-oah
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
Do it all again
Trying to connect the dots
Don’t know what to tell my boss
Think the city towed my car
Chandelier is on the floor
With my favorite party dress
Warrants out for my arrest
Think I need a ginger ale
That was such an epic fail
Pictures of last night
Ended up online
I’m screwed
Oh well
It’s a blacked out blur
But I’m pretty sure it ruled
Damn
Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credits card
And got kicked out of the bars
So we hit the boulevards
Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping int he dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we’re gonna stop-op
Oh whoa oh
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard
Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we’re gonna stop
Oh-whoa-oh
This Friday night
Do it all again

2011-06-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

一千个伤心的理由词/邢增华曲/李菘
歌词责任编辑:李元超
爱过的人我已不再拥有
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情
等不到天长地久
错过的人是否可以回首
爱过的心没有任何请求
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情
等不到天长地久
走过的路再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情
在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘
爱过的心没有任何请求
许多故事有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情
等不到天长地久
走过的路再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情
在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情
在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里我被遗忘

2011-06-11T16:42:00.001+08:00

無人完美鄭欣宜

无人完美无人如己
何妨容纳双方对比
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
你若有你的道理没绝对胜利
如能共处叫心理欢喜
无人如你然而除非
你看到另一位自己
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
试问我也不是你若要去相比
唯独是要看清楚一点这个你
谁在你眼里看到会察觉到那未曾望得到
同样我眼里看到你那会有着同样角度
如若你是看我眼里看到你
便明白我的一套
其实很好
无人如你然而除非
你看到另一位自己
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
试问我也不是你若要去相比
唯独是要看清楚一点这个你
无人完美无人如己
何妨容纳双方对比
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
你若有你的道理没绝对胜利
如能共处叫心理欢喜
无人如你然而除非
你看到另一位自己
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
试问我也不是你若要去相比
唯独是要看清楚一点这个你
无人如你

2011-05-22T16:02:00.001+08:00

Currently watching channel 8 show.. kinda don't know what the sharon au is crying about lorh.. talk until crying... due to love relationship?? -.-

2011-05-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

found in google.. when i type my name in.. hahaxD. this is the one that i am saying about, the teacher upload the life story and i want to thank qiao chu for sharing me with the story and being uploaded by the teacher.. hahaxD

2011-05-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

I have to thank qiaochu for sharing me with her story such that her story was being post up by the teacher.. and that time the teacher say only will give 10 people high score by posting up their story to his blog.. Thanks qiaochu!! ;D

16-17 May 2011

2011-05-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

16 may 2011

i will be blogging from 16 may 2011.. on monday, i went to school.. and then i have been spending midnight oil durig the weekend just to get myself ready for the Critical Reasoning skill test.. During the break time, i discuss some of the thing with the partner who doing the test, which what everyone need to do, and my partner, Siti Fatimah lied to me, not once but thrice!!! I was about to know that the partner part is that i need to argue back on her thingy and she told me it is not.. She says is that i give my own personal opinion about the essay.. damn her.. During the test, she spoke so softly such that i can hear a thing on what the heck she was talking about..

Then later, when my turn to say about her essay, i just says out my personal opinion.. in the end, the teacher ask me to argue back.. and this took me a lot of time, as i can’t even hear a single thing she was talking about.. Then later the teacher ask me to ask her what she says.. and she didn’t bother to tell me.. then i start saying some things.. and she says she didn’t say that.. F*ck her larh.. then later when my turn, i says about my essay.. And then later she argue back my essay.. if she know that it is argument in the first place,why did she lie to me!!! And i still stupidity being deceived by her outer look and trust her again and again.. I hate her to the core.. i will never trust her at all again.. she herself for this test score well, and me ?? I FAIL!!! She screwed my life.. and this test is 30% of my overall for the module result.. Damn her.. currently, my A is gone.. all i hope is get a B for this module.. And hopefully she fail the module then..

She causes me to score so badly for this test.. Damn her.. Now i only can do is to work hard for the other tests.. damn her.. hopefully all the other test she fail badly.. Somemore what she indian muslim.. not that i am racism.. What i know is that muslim won’t lie… But then i am a victim of it.. She lies, Siti Fatimah lies!!!.. I don’t trust her at all already!!!

17 May 2011

It was vesak day today (few hours back).. Was relaxing at home and resting as i yesterday had cried enough and hoping myself to forget it.. And yarh, in the afternoon, went to iluma to have some drink at the coffeebean there.. drink ice mocha.. hahs.. then went to arcade and see people playing games..the weather was hot today, so went to the iluma shopping mall to have air-conditoned to cool myself down.. and then after a while around 3.30pm, went back home to rest and went online and also to watch televison until now to just to blog this up..

2011-05-07T21:07:00.001+08:00

Grandma's death

Today wake up early in the morning, doing school homeworks and project work.. about afternoon, suddenly still on the half-way doing homework, home phone rang.. Went to pick up the phone, and heard from my aunt that grandma passed away.. Rush down to Changi hospital there and have a last look at her, was at the last office there, and i was broke down to tear when see her face turn yellow.. why can’t life being eternity..

Just back home after going to the funeral there which was below my house.. i just don’t know what i can blog anything now.. maybe after 1 week, i will be blogging up back..

PS: Sorry, currently i have no mood to blog up

Mock counselling today..

2011-05-06T16:29:00.003+08:00

Today went school at 9+am.. And as usual, waiting inside the classroom for minutes as the teacher is late.. Going through the tutorial, and then is like all the questions i done are everything wrong.. It's really sucks to have this sort of feeling though.. Is like all the effort you put in has gone down the drain.. Somemore, blaws project out.. Doing the private limited company and liabilities... Don't know what.. Sick of it.. Project coming in non-stop..

2 hours break, do cbm powerpoint slides, editing, etc.. Thursday presentation, and i'm seriously sick of it and hate it.. Thursday, friday, monday, tuesday all consecutive.. Will die de leh..

Then psychology lesson.. Initially plan not to go de, in the end still go.. Just simply seriously i have no mood going school, as it likes a cell and i'm prisoner.. Have mock counselling, then i act as client for my partner to counsel.. So say true problem out lorh, initially plan not de, in the end, see all other say real de, then might as well say real de lorh.. And my this problem i being facing is that i have totally being losing interest in study and i hate it to the max.. So yah, counselling.. Don't really know what she counsel la.. Talk soft, such that i hardly can hear what she speaks.. Is like of nothing help after all.. And my problem didn't able to solve anyway..

And my mind is like also thinking to myself, questioning myself, so what if i get good result? Now i already result bad, and might as well don't care.. Somemore, i different from the rest.. Even if i done well in my studies, although the course i didn't like, will it really help me lot?? People will hire me easily??.. I tried finding job during holidays, and whenever i filled in the application form, they will just ask about the medical problem.. If i put yes, they just simply don't call you for interview/ offer you the job on the spot.. And the two job that i have previously get hire, is because i put 'No' to it.. Just take popular as example, last time plan work at the city square mall, and by putting yes like the other jobs, they don't call me.. Until last year, i put 'No' and then very fast, within two days, they called me for an interview..

Seriously, what wrong with people with chronic illnesses, why must the society looks down on them?? Just that we sometime need off-day to have follow check-up, they already don't want hire?? What logic is this?? Everything is about money??

And seriously, i hate my partner, fatimah, to be the "counsellor".. Keep acting smart alec.. After the mock counselling, walking to MRT, still question about it... Hello?? You think you know me well?? If you don't know anything, just shut your mouth up.. And stop being cheater, asking what my problem before the test.. There's no point rehearsing.. In real society, you can never rehearse.. Is through your own mind and attitude.. You need to understand other feelings.. Don't keep thinking about getting good results for yourself.. Stop being so selfish.. You getting on my nerves seriously!!...

Day 5 of grandma dies..

2011-05-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

Today wakes up at 5am, and goes to my grandsons wake, today is the last day of her wake.. Around 8am, have praying etc, then went to bright hill there at 9am.. Praying there and then see them operate the machine and send her in.. It was a heart--pain situation when i saw it.. And was broke down to tear, i been wondering why can't everyone live forever? Why must we dies? This question keep flashing through my mind... Then now back home, totally no mood going to school thus i take LOA lorh.. Then 12pm, the rest will be going back to bright hill to get the ash.. And i didn't dare to go, as i will broke down to tear for sure..

Day 3 of grandma dies..

2011-05-06T16:29:00.001+08:00

Went to school today.. Super boring... Alot of works to do, and others didn't do, teacher asked why - she CH says I'm sick.. Dam freaking fake sia..

Then later went for CRS, do the debate thingy.. Then the weiloong very pro lorh.. His stand and statement all very good, then later i also says a little bit then.. The teacher says good.. -.- ... Hopefully my real test next week, i score well for it.. Gonna aim for A.. The teacher later ask who do well in part A , nabilah they all say weiloong, then later teacher ask part B, no one says.. I was taking my charger and to keep my laptop, the teacher walk to my table there near fatimah and says you did well too, and i thought she saying fatimah but then she past the chocolate to me on the table, then i realise she referring to me, but then i give up the chocolate to Celin they all to eat.. Then they go to foodcourt 6 while i go to hand in my LOA form...

Hahs.. Then went for break at canteen to meet them out larh, they eat, i go copy the business law lecture note...

Then went to CBM lecture.. Cannot tahan the teacher talking, totally making me wanting to fall asleep sia..

Then later she ends ten minutes earlier, i goes off, then went back home, get changed and then went for dinner and to my grandma wake.. Have prayers today for an hour long.. Kneeling down a number of time..

And yard, today zhi yin , jia wen, and other two ladies old de come to my grandma wake.. Hear them talking about gonhonzon... Then later jiawen and zhiyin pass me envelope with sensei guidance in it... Super paise, when they hear sia.. Didn't dare to talk much to them, scare later says wrong things sia.. Hahs, after prayers talk to those who attend my grandma wake.. Then about 10pm went up to house to rest as tomorrow i got school..

Okay, anyway i Will end my blog here le.. Good night reader..

Ps: blog updated through phone Nokia c3-00

2011-05-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hais.. Today wake up early in the morning and is ready go school... Suddenly home phone rang, and was told that grandma was seriously ill.. Then was told not to go school and to visit her.. Thus went to aunt's house and see grandma.. She was totally cold, her toe turn black and wad breathing difficultly.. Then later aunt call ambulance to admit grandma to hospital... It took twenty minutes for the ambulance to reached, don't know why.. There later admit her to hospital... Staying at changi general hospital... The doctor gives her glucose drip... Says her body system already broke down.. Now conditions is temporary stablise.. But is still for grandma to *wait time* as the doctor can do nothing since she's in her 90s.. Hais.. Life is really unpredictable , you will never know what would happened tomorrow... ;(

2011-05-05T20:12:00.001+08:00

Went to citysquare mall today to get a new phone.. was being in dilemma between two phone.. one motorola android phone and then also nokia c3 phone.. both phones i like very much and their prices are same.. and the motorala android phone is having offer now. but then i didn’t choose it in the end, i choose nokia c3 phone.. as i don’t really wish to have a touch phone.. touch phone easily spoil though.. so yarh.. chosen nokia c3 phone and now i can serve it online.. and it causes me 210 dollar just for it.. -.-lll (to pay the micro SD card) for motorola no need.. but then i not regretting of what i choose, as i can never use a touch screen phone.. now i facing a problem which is to buy the casing of the phone and to have screen protector for the phone.. D;

PS: above picture is the exact model of my phone, everything same!! ;D

2011-05-01T16:02:00.001+08:00

炎亞綸 is in Hong Kong for his singing concert.. so many people there.. and yarh is today.. too sad that i not in hongkong.. D; How i wish i can be there.. D;

2011-05-01T02:19:00.001+08:00

歌词：听到第一个我说做人要诚恳偏偏第二个我刚刚穿好保护色第三个我在干什么静静看着两个我在拔河第四个我热血沸腾彻夜唱着歌第五个我却赖在床上一直瘫痪睡着第六七个我到哪里呢难道背叛我了一边笑得疯了一边哭得累了判若两人快要放弃了快要虚脱了下一个我又是什么角色一边温驯爱着一边激烈恨着心能有几颗我痛得快死了可却还能活着你说该如何上一个我还没修完失恋的功课下一个我却迫不及待很想坠入爱河同一个躯壳不同人生每个我都陌生一边笑得疯了一边哭得累了判若两人快要放弃了快要虚脱了下一个我又是什么角色一边温驯爱着一边激烈恨着心能有几颗我痛得快死了可却还能活着你说该如何wo-wu-woye-yi-yeye-yi-yewo-ho--一边加速冲了一边却在刹车判若两人我不是我的属于别人的所以自己都没资格选择一边极度快乐一边心如刀割人格分裂着等待下一个我挑战这一个我你说扯不扯

2011-05-01T02:16:00.001+08:00

听到第一个我说做人要诚恳
偏偏第二个我刚刚穿好保护色
第三个我在干什么
静静看着两个我在拔河
第四个我热血沸腾彻夜唱着歌
第五个我却赖在床上一直瘫痪睡着
第六七个我到哪里呢
难道背叛我了
一边笑得疯了
一边哭得累了
判若两人
快要放弃了
快要虚脱了
下一个我又是什么角色
一边温驯爱着
一边激烈恨着
心能有几颗
我痛得快死了
可却还能活着
你说该如何
上一个我还没修完失恋的功课
下一个我却迫不及待很想坠入爱河
同一个躯壳不同人生
每个我都陌生
一边笑得疯了
一边哭得累了
判若两人
快要放弃了
快要虚脱了
下一个我又是什么角色
一边温驯爱着
一边激烈恨着
心能有几颗
我痛得快死了
可却还能活着
你说该如何
wo-wu-wo
ye-yi-ye
ye-yi-ye
wo-ho--
一边加速冲了
一边却在刹车
判若两人
我不是我的
属于别人的
所以自己
都没资格选择
一边极度快乐
一边心如刀割
人格分裂着
等待下一个我
挑战这一个我
你说扯不扯

2011-05-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

《三字经》全文解释

人之初，性本善。性相近，习相远。

〖启示〗人生下来原本都是一样，但从小不好好教育，善良的本性就会变坏。所以，人从小就要好好学习，区分善恶，才能成为一个对社会有用的人才。
【译文】人生下来的时候都是好的，只是由于成长过程中，后天的学习环境不一样，性情也就有了好与坏的差别。

苟不教，性乃迁。教之道，贵以专。

〖启示〗百年大计，教育为本。教育是头等重要的大事。要想使孩子成为对社会有用的人才，必须时刻注意对孩子的教育，专心一致，时时不能放松。
【译文】如果从小不好好教育，善良的本性就会变坏。为了使人不变坏，最重要的方法就是要专心一致地去教育孩子。

昔孟母，择邻处。子不学，断机杼。

〖启示〗孟子所以能够成为历史上有名的大学问家，是和母亲的严格教育分不开的。做为孩子，要理解这种要求，是为了使自己成为一个有用的人才。
【译文】战国时，孟子的母亲曾三次搬家，是为了使孟子有个好的学习环境。一次孟子逃学，孟母就割断织机的布来教子。

窦燕山，有义方。教五子，名俱扬。

〖启示〗仅仅教育，而没有好的方法也是不行的。好的方法就是严格而有道理。窦燕山能够使五个儿子和睦相处，都很孝敬父母、并且学业上都很有成就，是和他的教育方法分不开的。
【译文】五代时，燕山人窦禹钧教育儿子很有方法，他教育的五个儿子都很有成就，同时科举成名。

养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。

〖启示〗严师出高徒，严格的教育是通往成才之路的必然途径。对孩子的严格要求虽然是做父母和老师的本份，但做子女的也应该理解父母和老师的苦心，才能自觉严格要求自己。
【译文】仅仅是供养儿女吃穿，而不好好教育，是父亲的过错。只是教育，但不严格要求就是做老师的懒惰了。

子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。

〖启示〗一个人不趁年少时用功学习，长大后总是要后悔的。每位小朋友都记住这样一句话：“少壮不努力，老大徒伤悲”，要趁视自己生命的黄金时刻。
【译文】小孩子不肯好好学习，是很不应该的。一个人倘若小时候不好好学习，到老的时候既不懂做人的道理，又无知识，能有什么用呢？

玉不琢，不成器。人不学，不知义。

〖启示〗一个人的成才之路如同雕刻玉器一样，玉在没有打磨雕琢以前和石头没有区别，人也是一样，只有经过刻苦磨练才能成为一个有用的人。
【译文】玉不打磨雕刻，不会成为精美的器物；人若是不学习，就不懂得礼仪，不能成才。

为人子，方少时。亲师友，习礼仪。

〖启示〗学会亲近好的老师、好的朋友，并从他们身上学到许多有益的经验和知识。取人之长补己之短，才能不断地丰富自己的头脑。
【译文】做儿女的，从小时候就要亲近老师和朋友，以便从他们那里学习到许多为人处事的礼节和知识。

香九龄，能温席。孝于亲，所当执。

〖启示〗每个人从小就应该知道孝敬父母，这是做人的准则。要知道父母的甘苦，才能孝顺父母，并激励自己刻苦学习。
【译文】东汉人黄香，九岁时就知道孝敬父亲，替父亲暖被窝。这是每个孝顺父母的人都应该实行和效仿的。

融四岁，能让梨。弟于长，宜先知。

〖启示〗从尊敬友爱兄长开始，培养自己的爱心。要以友善的态度对待他人，就不应该计较个人得失，才会受到别人的尊敬和欢迎，也才会感受到他的温暖。
【译文】汉代人孔融四岁时，就知道把大的梨让给哥哥吃，这种尊敬和友爱兄长的道理，是每个人从小就应该知道的。

首孝弟，次见闻。知某数，识某文。

〖启示〗孝敬父母，友爱兄弟是做人的基础；能文会算是做人的本钱。要做一个德才兼备的人，就必须这从两点做起。
【译文】一个人首先要学的是孝敬父母和兄弟友爱的道理，接下来是学习看到和听到的知识。并且要知道基本的算术和高深的数学，以及认识文字，阅读文学。

一而十，十而百。百而千，千而万。

〖启示〗一到十看来很简单，但变化起来却无穷尽，算术这门学问越来越深奥了。几乎各个科学门类都离不开数学，所以必须认真地从简单的数目学起，为将来学习其他知识打好基础。
【译文】我国采用十进位算术方法：一到十是基本的数字，然后十个十是一百，十个一百是一千，十个一千是一万……一直变化下去。

三才者，天地人。三光者，日月星。

〖启示〗人类只有认识世界，才能改造世界。世界太大了。天空中的星辰以及雷、电、风、雨，大地的山川河流、花草树木、鱼虫百兽,而人又是万物之灵。只有不断学习，才能运用掌握的知识去改造世界。
【译文】还应该知道一些日常生活常识，如什么叫“三才”？三才指的是天、地、人三个方面。什么叫“三光呢？三光就是太阳、月亮、星星。

三纲者，君臣义。父子亲，夫妇顺。

〖启示〗要使人与人之间有一个良好和谐的关系，每个人都要认清自己的地位，人人从我做起，才能天下安宁，人类永远和平。
【译文】什么是“三纲”呢？三纲是人与人之间关系应该遵守的三个行为准则，就是君王与臣子的言行要合乎义理，父母子女之间相亲相爱，夫妻之间和顺相处。

曰春夏，曰秋冬。此四时，运不穷。

〖启示〗春、夏、秋、冬是因为地球在绕着太阳运转时，有时面向太阳、有时背向太阳、有时斜向太阳，因此有了温度不一?乃募颈浠?
【译文】再让我们看一看四周环境，春、夏、秋、冬叫做四季。这四时季节不断变化，春去夏来，秋去冬来，如此循环往复，永不停止。

曰南北，曰西东。此四方，应乎中。

〖启示〗我们的祖先最早用铁发明了“罗盘”，也就是我国四大发明之一的指南针，从而使确定方位变得十分简便，尤其在航海中指南针的作用太大了。在我们人类生活中方向是非常重要的。
【译文】说到东、南、西、北，这叫作“四方”，是指各个方向的位置。这四个方位，必须有个中央位置对应，才能把各个方位定出来。

曰水火，木金土。此五行，本乎数。

〖启示〗“五行”学说包括很深的哲学道理，非常复杂、我们只要知道一些就行了。
【译文】至于说到“五行”，那就是金、木、水、火、土。这是中国古代用来指宇宙各种事物的抽象概念，是根据一、二、三、四、五这五个数字和组合变化而产生的。

十干者，甲至癸。十二支，子至亥。

〖启示〗和“五行”一样，天干、地支在古代人的生活中占有极重要的地位。但今天，人们除了十二支的生肖记年外，记时已多不用了。
【译文】“十干”指的是甲、乙、丙、丁、戊、己、庚辛、壬、癸，又叫“天干”；“十二支”指的是子、丑、寅、卯、辰、巳、午、未、申、酉、戌、亥，又叫“地支”，是古代记时的标记。

曰黄道，日所躔。曰赤道，当中权。

〖启示〗地球在不断自转运动中，同时绕着太阳转动，太阳是太阳系的中心。而太阳系又绕着银河系转，而银河系只是宇宙的一个小点点，天地之大实在是不可想象的。
【译文】地球围绕太阳运转，而太阳又围绕着银河系中心运转。太阳运行的轨道叫“黄道”，在地球中央有一条假想的与地轴垂直的大圆圈，这就是赤道。

赤道下，温暖极。我中华，在东北。

〖启示〗我们国家所处的位置在整个地球的东北边，由于面积辽阔，热带、温带、寒带三个温带都有。地大物博、历史悠久，是有五十六个民族的国家。
?疽胛摹吭诔嗟赖厍露茸罡撸蛱乇鹧兹龋映嗟老蚰媳绷礁?
方向，气温逐渐变低。我们国家是地处地球的东北边。

曰江河，曰准济。此四渎，水之纪。

〖启示〗长江是我国最长的河流，全长五千多公里。我国最闻名的河流是黄河，她是中华民族的摇篮，是五千年文明的发源地。
【译文】中国是个地大物博的国家，直接流入大海的有长江、黄河、淮河和济水，这四条大河是中国河流的代表。

曰岱华，蒿恒衡。此五岳，山之名。

〖启示〗现在我们都知道，我国境内的喜玛拉亚雅山是世界上最高的山，号称世界的屋脊。中国是五千年的文明古国，每座山都有着许多美丽的神话和传说。
译文】中国的五大名山，称为“五岳”，就是东岳泰山、西岳华山、中岳蒿山、南岳衡山、北岳恒山，这五座山是中国大山的代表。

曰士农，曰工商。此四民，国之良。

〖启示〗由于社会的发展，今天人民的职业已经不仅仅是这四种了。俗话说：“三百六十行，行行出状元”，不管从事什么职业，只要对社会有好处，都是光荣的。
【译文】中国是世界上人口最多的国家。知识分子、农民、工人和商人，是国家不可缺少的栋梁，称为四民，这是社会重要的组成部分??

曰仁义，礼智信。此五常，不容紊。

〖启示〗五千年的中国文明史，有多少仁义之士用他们的生命和热血，谱写了无数可歌可泣的英雄业迹。这些人实在是我们学习的榜样。
【译文】如果所有的人都能以仁、义、礼、智、信这五种不变的法则做为处事做人的标准，社会就会永保祥和，所以每个人都应遵守，不可怠慢疏忽。

地所生，有草木。此植物，遍水陆。

〖启示〗人类所食用的“五谷杂粮”就属于植物。人类的生存有赖于大自然。我们应该了解它们，掌握这些知识，以便为人类服务。
【译文】除了人类，在地球上还有花草树木，这些属于植物，在陆地上和水里到处都有。

有虫鱼，有鸟兽。此动物，能飞走。

〖启示〗无论大自然中的植物还是动物，都是人类永恒的财产，我们要爱护周围的环境，保护好我们生存的环境。
【译文】虫、鱼、鸟、兽属于动物，这些动物有的能在天空中飞，有的能在陆地上走，有的能在水里游。

稻梁菽，麦黍稷。此六谷，人所食。

〖启示〗人要吃饭就得耕耘播种。当我们吃到香喷喷的饭菜时，千万不要忘了辛勤耕种的农民。“谁知盘中餐，粒粒皆辛苦”，要知道爱惜每一粒粮食。
【译文】人?嗌钪械闹魇秤械睦醋灾参铮竦咀印⑿÷蟆⒍估唷⒂衩缀透吡海庑┦俏颐侨粘Ｉ畹闹匾称贰?

马牛羊，鸡犬豕。此六畜，人所饲。

〖启示〗人类真不愧万物之灵，我们的祖先很早就把有些野生的动物，通过驯服和人工喂养成为人类的工具和食品。
【译文】在动物中有马、牛、羊、鸡、狗和猪，这叫六畜。这些动物和六谷一样本来都是野生的。后来被人们渐渐驯化后，才成为人类日常生活的必需品。

曰喜怒，曰哀惧。爱恶欲，七情俱。

〖启示〗七情是人生来具有的，谁也不可能抹煞它，但做为一个有志者，是决不能被感情牵着走的。人的感情是非常复杂的，要学会妥善处理自己的感情，才能活的安乐而有意义。
【译文】高兴叫作喜，生气叫作哀，害怕叫作惧，心里喜欢叫爱，讨厌叫恶，内心很贪恋叫作欲，合起来叫七情。这是人生下来就有的七种感情。

青赤黄，及黑白。此五色，目所识。

〖启示〗用色彩学的标准解释，色彩的由黄、红、蓝三个原色和橙、绿、紫三个间色组成。五色是我国传统的名称，如黄色已成为我们的民族色彩，据说太阳升起的第一道颜色是黄色，所以黄色代表东方。
【译文】青色、黄色、赤色、黑色和白色，这是我国古代?车奈逯盅丈侨嗣堑娜庋勰芄皇侗鸬摹?

酸苦甘，及辛咸。此五味，口所含。

〖启示〗我们的嘴巴之所以能分辩出酸、甜、苦、辣、咸，是由于人的舌头上有许多叫味蕾的粒状组织。人身体的结构非常复杂，认清自我也是非常不容易的。
【译文】在我们平时所吃的食物中，全能用嘴巴分辩出来的，有酸、甜、苦、辣和咸，这五种味道。

膻焦香，及腥朽。此五臭，鼻所嗅。

〖启示〗我们人类有视觉，可以分辩颜色、形状；有味觉可分辩各种滋味；嗅觉可以辨别气味；触觉可区分冷暖各种刺激。
【译文】我们的鼻子可以闻出东西的气味，气味主要有五种，即羊膻味、烧焦味、香味、鱼腥味和腐朽味。

匏土革，木石金。丝与竹，乃八音。

〖启示〗音乐可陶冶人的情怀，我国文明久远、历史悠久，文化丰富，音乐也非常突出。好的音乐可以增强人的修养，调剂人的身心，优美的东方音乐更具迷人的特色。
【译文】我国古代人把制造乐器的材料，分为八种，即匏瓜、粘土、皮革、木块、石头、金属、丝线与竹子，称为“八音”。

曰平上，曰去入。此四声，宜调协。

〖启示〗我国的古代诗词非常优美动人，读起来和谐顺口，这不仅是诗词本身的内容感人，而且是由于诗词运用了平、上、去、入四声的规律变化，所以使我们听起来更加优美动人。
【译文】我们的祖先把说话声音的声调分为平、上、去、入四种。四声的运用必须和谐，听起来才能使人舒畅。

高曾祖，父而身。身而子，子而孙。

〖启示〗人类的繁衍，一代接着一代，生命的延续永无止境。真是“前不见古人，后不见来者”，我们每个人都担负着承上启下的责任和义务。
【译文】由高祖父生曾祖父，曾祖父生父亲，父亲生我本身，我生儿子，儿子再生孙子。

自子孙，至玄曾。乃九族，人之伦。

〖启示〗九族之间的关系不仅是血统的承续关系，更是一种血浓于水的亲情。在家庭中，每个成员都应该认识到自己的长幼尊卑地位,以及自己应负的责任和义务, 家庭才能和睦。
【译文】由自己的儿子、孙子再接下去，就是玄孙和曾孙。从高祖父到曾孙称为“九族”。这“九族”代表着人的长幼尊卑秩序和家族血统的承续关系。

父子恩，夫妇从。兄则友，弟则恭。

〖启示〗家庭成员之间要礼貌相待，和睦相处，这样的家庭才是幸福的家庭。我们中国人很注重家族观念，因为家庭是社会的细胞，每个家庭都能和睦相处，社会也必然安定了。
【译文】父亲与儿子之间要注重相互的恩情，夫妻之间的感情要和顺，哥哥对弟弟要友爱，弟弟对哥哥则要尊敬。

长幼序，友与朋。君则敬，臣则忠。

〖启示〗中国人从古到今，都十分重视礼义。这就是长幼的次序、朋友之间的信用。中国自古称为礼义之邦，象“桃园三结义”，至今受到人们的称颂。
【译文】年长的和年幼的交往要注意长幼尊卑的次序；朋友相处应该互相讲信用。如果君主能尊重他的臣子，官吏们就会对他忠心耿耿了。

此十义，人所同。当师叙，勿违背。

〖启示〗社会是复杂的，每人有各种亲属关系和社会关系。古人提出“十义”，这是处理各种相互关系的准则，乃至今日这些准则仍是维持社会安宁、推动社会发展的保证。
【译文】前面提到的十义：父慈、子孝、夫和、妻顺、兄友、弟恭、朋信、友义、君敬、臣忠，这是人人都应遵守的，千万不能违背。

斩齐衰，大小功。至缌麻，五服终。

〖启示〗社会在发展，今天一些古老的丧葬仪式已经见不到了，但人死了以后，活着的人就要为他们送葬，以开追悼会的方式寄托后人的哀思。
【译文】斩衰、齐衰、大功、小功和缌麻，这是中国古代亲族中不同的人死去时穿的五种孝服。

礼乐射，御书数。古六艺，今不具。

〖启示〗社会的不断发展，文化科技的门类越来越多。但对于学生来说，要成为德、智、体、美全面发展的人才。
【译文】礼法、音乐、射箭、驾车、书法和算数是古代读书人必须学习的六种技艺，这六种技艺到现在已经没有人能同时具备了。

惟书学，人共遵。既识字，讲说文。

〖启示〗语文、数学、外语这三门学科，已经成为各门类的基础学科。它是深入研究各门专业学科的工具课,所以一定要努?ρШ?, 为将来的进一步深造打下良好基础。
【译文】在六艺中，只有书法现在还是每个人都推崇的。当一个人认识字以后，就可以去研究《说文解字》，这样对于研究高深的学问是有帮助的。

有古文，大小篆。隶草继，不可乱。

〖启示〗我们今天通行的是隶、楷、行、草四种体式，但对于先人留下的古籍也要有所了解。这对于我们学习和继承前人的知识有很大的帮助。
【译文】我国的文字发展经历了古文、大篆、小篆、隶书、草书，这一定要认清楚，不可搞混乱了。

若广学，惧其繁。但略说，能知原。

〖启示〗现在讲究的是一专多能，对于研究学问也必需做到从大处着眼，要理清思路，提纳挈领，才能抓住问题要害，掌握根本的道理。
【译文】假如你想广泛地学习知识，实在是不容易的事，也无从下手，但如能做大体研究，还是能了解到许多基本的道理。

凡训蒙，须讲究。详训诂，明句读。

〖启示〗人们在开始读书的时候必须打下一个良好的基础，首先是讲读发音要正确,辞意要清楚,要学会正确划分句子，这样才能领会文章中所表达的含义和观点。
【译文】凡是教导刚入学的儿童的老师，必须把每个字都讲清楚，每句话都要解释明白，并且使学童读书时懂得断句。

为学者，必有初。小学终，至四书。

〖启示〗为学必有初始阶段，任何一个大学问家，他的知识都是一点一滴积累的，只有扎扎实实打下良好基础，才能进军更高深的知识。
【译文】作为一个学者，求学的初期打好基础，把小学知识学透了，才可以读“四书”。

论语者，二十篇。群弟子，记善言。

〖启示〗孔子是我国古代伟大的思想家和教育家，是儒家思想的代表人物。《论语》的核心是如何“做人”,以及“做人”的道理
【译文】《论语》这本书共有二十篇。是孔子的弟子们，以及弟子的弟子们，记载的有关孔子言论是一部书。

孟子者，七篇止。讲道德，说仁义。

〖启示〗孟子，名轲，尊称孟子，也是我国古代的大思想家、儒家思想的代表。是孔子的三传弟子，也同样讲仁义道德。
【译文】《孟子》这本书是孟轲所作，共分七篇。内容也是有关品行修养、发扬道德仁义等优良德行的言论。

作中庸，乃孔伋。中不偏，庸不易。

〖启示〗孔伋是孔子的孙子，《中庸》的作者。《中庸》是关于人生哲学的一本书，它对中国人的人生观影响很大。
【译文】作《中庸》这本书的是孔伋，“中”是不偏的意思，“庸”是不变的意思。

作大学，乃曾子。自修齐，至平治。

〖启示〗曾子是孔子的弟子，名曾参。《大学》是四书中的一部书，和中庸一样，也是一部修养性的书。
【译文】作《大学》这本书的是曾参，他提出了“修身齐家治国平天下”的主张。

中书熟，孝经通。如六经，始可读。

〖启示〗书有深浅难易的区分，我们读书必须从浅易的开始读起，奠定求知、做人、处世的基础，再进一步学习更深奥的知识。
【译文】把四书读熟了，孝经的道理弄明白了，才可以去读六经这样深奥的书。

诗书易，礼春秋。号六经，当讲求。

〖启示〗中国的古代文化是个非常丰富而伟大的知识宝库，世界上有许多国家的学者，从事着这方面的?芯亢?探索。做为一个中国人,我们要爱护祖先留下的遗产, 并为此感到骄傲。
【译文】《诗》、《书》、《易》、《礼》、《春秋》，再加上《乐》称六经，这是中国古代儒家的重要经典，应当仔细阅读。

有连山，有归藏。有周易，三易详。

〖启示〗《易经》虽是我国古代人占卜的书，但它其中阐述了极为深奥的哲学道理。像阴阴消长，物极必反的论述随处可见。
【译文】《连山》、《归藏》、《周易》，是我国古代的三部书，这三部书合称“三易”，“三易”是用“卦”的形式来说明宇宙间万事万物循环变化的道理的书籍。

有典谟，有训诰。有誓命，书之奥。

〖启示〗《书经》是一部十分有价值的历史资料,从内容方面来看,很类似我们现在国家的政府档案，可以使我们了解当时历史，从中学到许多有益的知识。
【译文】《书经》的内容分六个部分：一典，是立国的基本原则；二谟，即治国计划；三训，即大臣的态度；四诰，即国君的通告；五誓，起兵文告；六命，国君的命令。

我周公，作周礼。著六官，存治体。

〖启示〗周公是周文王的四子，在周文王的所有儿子中最有才干，也最有仁慈之心。武王死后，由周公帮助成王辅佐朝政，由于他的贤德,把国家治理得十分富强.
【译文】周公著作了《周礼》，其中记载着当时六宫的官制以及国家的组成情况。

大小戴，注礼记。述圣言，礼乐备。

〖启示〗中国传统的礼义道德，其中很大部分到今天仍是有益的，我们要从这些有益的成分中吸取营养、身体力行。
【译文】戴德和戴圣整理并且注释《礼记》，传述和阐扬了圣贤的著作，这使后代人知道了前代的典章制度和有关礼乐的情形。

曰国风，曰雅颂。号四诗，当讽咏。

〖启示〗我国最古老的一本诗集叫《诗经》，共汇集了周代诗歌三百零五篇，所包含的题材非常广泛，有的反映复杂的社会形态，有的反映人民的生活状况及一般百姓的思想和感情等。
【译文】《国风》、《大雅》、《小雅》、《颂》，合称为四诗，它是一种内容丰富、感情深切的诗歌，实在是值得我们去朗诵的。

诗既亡，春秋作。寓褒贬，别善恶。

〖启示〗我们读春秋，除了能够了解当时一般政治和人民生活情况,更重要的是累积前人的经验,成为自己做人处事的借鉴。
【译文】后来由于周朝的衰落，诗经也就跟着被冷落了，所以孔子就作《春秋》，在这本书中隐含着对现实政治的褒贬以及对各国善恶行为的分辩。

三传者，有公羊。有左氏，有谷梁。

〖启示〗《春秋》是鲁国的史书，内容十分精采，但文字记事都非常简洁。加之年代久远。所以必须详读三传，才能研读明白。
【译文】三传就是羊高所著的《公羊传》，左丘明所著的《左传》和谷梁赤所著的《谷梁传》，它们都是解释《春秋》的书。

经既明，方读子。撮其要，记其事。

〖启示〗学习和掌握各门类的知识都要牢记一条原则，学习历史更是如此，这就是提纲挈领，掌握主要脉络。对于重点历史事件要记住它的起因和结局，才能很好地掌握这门学问。
【译文】经传都读熟了然后读子书。子书繁杂，必须选择比较重要的来读，并且要记住每件事的本末因果。

五子者，有荀扬。文中子，及老庄。

〖启示〗五子当中，我们比较熟悉的，恐怕只有老子和庄子，他们博学广闻，象老子，就连孔子都曾向他请教过礼的问题。庄子则经常用寓言的形式表达思想，是非常有趣的。
【译文】五子是指荀子、扬子、文中子、老子和庄子。他们所写的书，便称为子书。

经子通，读诸史。考世系，知终始。

〖启示〗我国的春秋战国时代，是各种哲学思想百家争鸣的时代。像荀子的人性本恶说、扬子的自利说、老庄的顺其自然说等等。这些思想都是我们宝贵的文化遗产。
【译文】经书和子书读熟了以后，再读史书、读史时必须要考究各朝各代的世系，明白他们盛衰的原因，才能从历史中记取教训。

自羲农，至黄帝。号三皇，居上世。

〖启示〗历史学家大体把历史分为三个阶段：即上古、中古、近代。中国历史从商代以后才有了较可靠的记载，这以前的历史是个神话和传说的时代，即上古。
【译文】自伏羲氏、神农氏到黄帝，这三位上古时代的帝王都能勤政爱民、非常伟大，因此后人尊称他们为“三皇”。

唐有虞，号二帝。相揖逊，称盛世。

〖启示〗尧是位很贤德的帝王，他把帝位禅让给有贤能的舜做继承人。当然舜也不负众托。在他们所处的这段历史时期，是中国上古历史上的黄金时代。
【译文】黄帝之后，有唐尧和虞舜二位帝王，尧认为自己的儿子不肖，而把帝位传给了才德兼备的舜，在两位帝王治理下，天下太平，人人称颂。

夏有禹，商有汤。周文武，称三王。

〖启示〗夏商周，在中国历史上合称三代，每一代的时间都很长，夏朝统治四百年，商朝统治六百年，周朝统治八百年。这一时期的历史仍然掺杂了许多神话和传说。
【译文】夏朝的开国君主是禹，商朝的开国君主是汤，周朝的开国君主是文王和武王。这几个德才兼备的君王被后人称为三王。

夏传子，家天下。四百载，迁夏社。

〖启示〗从禹把帝位传给儿子启之后，一个家族统治国家的历史持续了几千年，一直到辛亥革命推翻了最后一位满皇帝，家天下的统治才最后真正结束了。
【译文】禹把帝位传给自己的儿子，从此天下就成为一个家族所有的了。经过四百多年，夏被汤灭掉，从而结束了它的统治。

周武王，始诛纣。八百载，最长久。

〖启示〗周朝的历史分为两部分：幽王被杀以前是西周，平王东迁以后是东周。从各朝各代的兴衰中我们可以看出“仁政必兴、暴政必亡”的道理。
【译文】周武王起兵灭掉商朝，杀死纣王，建立周朝，周朝的历史最长，前后延续了八百多年。

周辙东，王纲坠。逞干戈，尚游说。

〖启示〗周王室衰落，使各诸侯失去了控制，都想要称王、称霸，战争连年不绝。使老百姓饱受了战争的苦难。
【译文】自从周平王东迁国都后，对诸侯的控制力就越来越弱了。诸侯国之间时常发生战争，而游说之士也开始大行其道。

始春秋，终战国。五霸强，七雄出。

〖启示〗东周时期分为春秋时期和战国时期。春秋时期前后出现五个霸主，历史上称为春秋五霸；战国时期有七个诸侯国实力最强，历史上称为战国七雄。
【译文】东周分为两个阶段，一是春秋时期，一是战国时期。春秋时的齐恒公、宋襄公、晋文公、秦穆公和楚庄王号称五霸。战国的七雄分别为齐楚燕韩赵魏秦。

嬴秦氏，始兼并。传二世，楚汉争。

〖启示〗秦王朝是我国历史上第一个中央集权制的封建专治国家。虽然秦朝统一的时间只有十五年，但其苛政却是其他朝代所不能及的。然而其统一中国、车同轨、书同文，以及统一度量衡等方面仍有它不可抹灭的贡献。
【译文】战国末年，秦国的势力日渐强大，把其他诸侯国都灭掉了，建立了统一的秦朝。秦传到二世胡亥，天下又开始大乱，最后，形成楚汉相争的局面。

高祖兴，汉业建。至孝平，王莽篡。

〖启示〗历史在发展，社会在进步，个人的行为准则要符合于社会发展的法则。否则即便得力于一时，但终究会以失败而告终。
【译文】汉高祖打败了项羽，建立汉朝。汉朝的帝位传了两百多年，到了孝平帝时，就被王莽篡夺了。

光武兴，为东汉。四百年，终于献。

〖启示〗汉朝经过四百多年的时间，到了末期，由于外戚、宦官互相攻击，王室无能，到汉献帝时就灭亡了。
【译文】王莽篡权。改国号为新，天下大乱，刘秀推翻更始帝，恢复国号为汉，史称东汉光武帝，东汉延续四百年，到汉献帝的时候灭亡。

魏蜀吴，争汉鼎。号三国，迄两晋。

〖启示〗《三国演义》是我国家喻户晓的一部古典小说，也是世界文学宝库的一部分，阅读这部?∷悼梢缘玫胶芏嘤幸娴钠羰荆私獾焦糯秸亩嘶妗?
【译文】东汉末年，魏国、蜀国、吴国争夺天下，形成三国相争的局面。后来魏灭了蜀国和吴国，但被司马懿篡夺了帝位，建立了晋朝，晋又分为东晋和西晋两个时期。

宋齐继，梁陈承。为南朝，都金陵。

〖启示〗南北朝时的南朝包括宋齐梁陈。这里所指的宋与后来赵匡胤建立的宋不可混淆在一起，这里的宋的开国皇帝是刘裕，所以也称为刘宋，刘宋统治的时间只有五十九年。
【译文】晋朝王室南迁以后，不久就衰亡了，继之而起的是南北朝时代。南朝包括宋齐梁陈，国都建在金陵。

北元魏，分东西。宇文周，兴高齐。

〖启示〗世界上最伟大的帝王，都是那些开创天下的帝王。至于那些继承祖业的皇帝，除了少数几个能在文治武功方面有特殊成就，其他多数总是平平凡凡。
【译文】北朝则指的是元魏。元魏后来也分裂成东魏和西魏，西魏被宇文觉篡了位，建立了北周；东魏被高洋篡了位，建立了北齐。

迨至隋，一土宇。不再传，失统绪。

〖启示〗杨坚起兵东征西杀，结束了南北朝分裂的局面，重新统一中国，建立的隋朝仅两代就灭亡了。其原因是隋炀帝的荒淫无道，使得他众叛亲离。由此可见人心向背是非常重要的。
【译文】杨坚重新统一了中国，建立了隋朝，历史上称为隋文帝。他的儿子隋炀帝杨广即位后，荒淫无道，隋朝很快就灭亡了。

唐高祖，起义师。除隋乱，创国基。

〖启示〗唐朝是我国历史上最辉煌的时代，从唐太宗时期的“贞观之治”到唐玄宗时期的“开元盛世”，都是赫赫有名的。但唐朝的天下其实是李渊的二儿子唐太宗李世民打出来的。
【译文】唐高祖李渊起兵反隋，最后隋朝灭亡，他战胜了各路的反隋义军，取得了天下，建立起唐朝。

二十传，三百载。梁灭之，国乃改。

〖启示〗唐玄宗统治的前期人称“开元盛世”，但后期却发生了“安史之乱”，唐朝从此开始衰落。对于唐朝从强盛转向衰落，人们常把罪责归到杨贵妃和安禄山两人身上。其实唐朝衰落的原因是多方面的。
【译文】唐朝的统治近三百年，总共传了二十位皇帝。到唐哀帝被朱全忠篡位，建立了梁朝，唐朝从此灭亡。为和南北朝时期的梁相区别，历史上称为后梁。

梁唐晋，及汉周。称五代，皆有由。

〖启示〗五代是中国历史上一个纷乱割据的时期，由唐末的藩镇割据演变而来。这些朝代名都是以前有过的，所以各冠一个“后”字来区别。这是五个很短的朝代，一共只有五十三年。
【译文】后梁、后唐、后晋、后汉和后周五个朝代的更替时期，历史上称作五代，这五个朝代的更替都有着一定的原因。

炎宋兴，受周禅。十八传，南北混。

〖启示〗宋朝的专制中央集权进一步强化，尽管消除了唐后期藩镇割据，臣官专权，朋党之争的弊端，但它过分削弱地方力量，使州县日益困弱、无力抵抗外侵，成了一个积贫积弱、苟且偷安的朝代。
【译文】赵匡胤接受了后周“禅让”的帝位，建立宋朝。宋朝相传了十八个皇帝之后，北方的少数民族南下侵扰，结果又成了南北混战的局面。

辽与金，皆称帝。元灭金，绝宋世。

〖启示〗蒙古人曾联合宋朝的兵力合攻金国，把金国消灭后，铁木真也就是成吉思汗，他自行称帝建立元朝，直到他的孙子忽必烈时，便起兵把宋灭掉，宋朝就此结束。
【译文】北方的辽人、金人和蒙古人都建立了国家，自称皇帝，最后蒙古人灭了金朝和宋朝，建立了元朝，重又统一了中国。

舆图广，超前代。九十年，国祚废。

〖启示〗?骋坏?历史意义，在于巩固和发展了多民族的统一国家，它使历来由少数民族地方政权统治的地区统一归于中央政府管辖之下，更加强了中央与地方、中原与边疆的联系及各民族间联系。
【译文】元趄的疆域很广大，所统治的领土，超过了以前的每一个朝代。然而它只维持了短短九十年，就被农民起义推翻了。

太祖兴，国大明。号洪武，都金陵。

〖启示〗朱元璋是安徽凤阳人，出身贫苦，幼时曾入皇觉寺为僧。是中国历史上极富传奇色彩的人物，但他当上皇帝后曾在肆诛杀功臣，他在位期间，进行了三次大屠杀，被杀者达数万之多。
【译文】元朝末年，明太祖朱元璋起义，最后推翻元朝统治，统一全国，建立大明，他自己当上了皇帝，号洪武，定都在金陵。

?食勺妫ㄑ嗑�Ｊ溃脸珈酢?

〖启示〗明成祖迁都燕京对于防御蒙古和经营东北，也就是巩固边防和维护统一有着重要的意义。
【译文】到明成祖即位后，把国都由金陵迁到北方的燕京。明朝共传了十六个皇帝，直到崇祯皇帝为止，明朝就灭亡了。

权阉肆，寇如林。李闯出，神器焚。

〖启示〗明末宦官专权，带来了政治的腐败和贪污成风，这样，不仅加重了人民的负担，同时，也给少数民族上层分子入内地骚扰带来了可乘之机。
【译文】明朝末年，宦官专权，天下大乱，老百姓纷纷起义，以闯王李自成为首的起义军攻破北京，迫使崇祯皇帝自杀，明朝最后灭亡。

清世祖，膺景命。靖四方，克大定。

〖启示〗清朝初年虽然存在着高压政策，如为了控制汉族人民的思想，大兴文字狱，但到嘉庆皇帝为止，人民生活也比较安定。
【译文】清军入关后，清世祖顺治皇帝在北京登上帝座，平定了各地的混乱局面，使得老百姓可以重新安定地生活。

由康雍，历乾嘉。民安富，治绩夸。

〖启示〗清朝在康熙、雍正、乾隆时期，经过同外部侵略势力及内部分裂势力的斗争，建立起空前统一和巩固的多民族国家，在内地设立了十八个行省，从而确立起?冉瞎潭榷ǖ恼ā?
【译文】顺治皇以后，分别是康熙、雍正、乾隆和嘉庆四位皇帝，在此期间，天下太平，人民生活比较安定，国家也比较强盛。

道咸间，变乱起。始英法，扰都鄙。

〖启示〗自鸦片战争以后，各帝国主义国家相继侵略中国。强迫清朝政府签定了一个又一个不平等条约，使中国从独立的封建社会逐步成为一个半殖民地、半封建的社会。
【译文】清朝道光、咸丰年间，发生了变乱，英军挑起鸦片战争。英、法两国分别以亚罗号事件和法国神父被杀为由组成联军，直攻北京。

同光后，宣统弱。传九帝，满清殁。

〖启示〗清朝政府到了光绪年间，皇帝只是个空架子，而实权是操纵在慈禧太后手中，这个人称“老佛爷”的女人，十分专横，在她手中，中国的威名被完全丢尽了。
【译文】同治、光绪皇帝以后，清朝的国势已经破败不堪，当传到第九代宣统皇帝时，就被孙中山领导的辛亥革命推翻了。

革命兴，废帝制。立宪法，建民国。

〖启示〗中国发展了五千年，经过了各个朝代的治乱兴衰，第一位由人民选出的总统诞生了。
【译文】孙中山领导的辛亥革命，推翻了清朝政府的统治，废除了帝制、建立了宪法，成立了中华民国政府?镏猩饺瘟偈贝笞芡场?

古今史，全在兹。载治乱，知兴衰。

〖启示〗“读史使人明智”。如果把我们中华民族的历史当成一个大家庭的家谱，那么当我们回顾前人的经验时，可以从中吸取许多有用的东西。
【译文】以上所叙述的是从三皇五帝到建立民国的古今历史，我们通过对历史的学习，可以了解各朝各代的治乱兴衰，领悟到许多有益的东西。

史虽繁，读有次。史记一，汉书二。

〖启示〗《史记》是我国汉代大思想家司迁所写，从传说中的黄帝一直到汉武帝时代共几千年的历史。《汉书》是东汉时期思想家班固所著，它记载的只是西汉这一时代的历史，是我国历史上第一部“断代史”。
【译文】中国和历史书虽然纷繁、复杂，但在读的时候应该有次序：先读《史记》，然后读《汉书》。

后汉三，国志四。兼证经，参通鉴。

〖启示〗《后汉书》讲述东汉时期的历史；《三国志》写的是东汉灭亡后，魏、蜀、吴三国形成鼎立局面，直到被晋统一；《资治通鉴》叙述从战国到五代共一千多年的历史，有以史为鉴戒的的思想，所以叫《资治通鉴》。
【译文】第三读《后汉书》，第四读《三国志》，读的同时，还要参照经书，参考《资治通鉴》，这样我们就可以更好地了解历史的治乱兴衰了。

读史者，考实录。通古今，若亲目。

〖启示〗中国的历史十分悠久，前面提到的不过是一个简单轮廓，要想真正掌握必须翻阅各朝各代的历史资料，深入进行了解和研究。历史是面镜子，我们可以从这面镜子中吸取许多宝贵的历史教训。
【译文】读历史的人应该更进一步地去翻阅历史资料，了解古往今来事情的前因后果，就好象是自己亲眼所见一样。

口而诵，心而惟。朝于斯，夕于斯。

〖启示〗我们应该立志努力学习，知识的领域是无穷无尽的，知识是财富、是力量、是智慧。学问是苦根上长出来的甜果。只有刻苦地、不间断地学习才能掌握和运用它。
【译文】我们读书学习，要有恒心，要一边读，一边用心去思考。只有早早晚晚都把心思用到学习上，才能真正学好。

昔仲尼，师项橐。古圣贤，尚勤学。

〖启示〗孔子曾经拜郯子学礼仪；拜长弘和师橐学乐曲；拜老子学人生哲学。孔子曾说过：三个人一起同行，其中一定有一个人值得我向他学习和效法的”。
【译文】从前，孔子是个十分好学的人，当时鲁国有一位神童名叫项橐，孔子就曾向他学习。像孔子这样伟大的圣贤，尚不忘勤学，何况我们普通人呢？

赵中令，读鲁论。彼既仕，学且勤。

〖启示〗人的学问是永无止境的，一个人的努力和奋斗是不可中途终止的。活到老、学到老，一个人应该好学不倦，直到死为止。
【译文】宋朝时赵中令──赵普，他官已经做到了中书令了，天天还手不释卷地阅读论语，不因为自己已经当了高官，而忘记勤奋学习。

披蒲编，削竹简。彼无书，且知勉。

〖启示〗路温舒和公孙弘这两个古人，在没有书本的情况下，想办法把书抄在蒲草或刻在竹子上学习，我们今天能有印制精美的书本，学习条件和环境如此优越，更应该刻苦读书。
【译文】西汉时路温舒把文字抄在蒲草上阅读。公孙弘将春秋刻在竹子削成的竹片上。他们两人都很穷，买不起书，但还不忘勤奋学习。

头悬梁，锥刺股。彼不教，自勤苦。

〖启示〗要想成为一个有学问的人必须自觉地刻苦读书。因为求知识这件事任何人也代替不了，只有通过自己努力才能学到。现在我们有父母、老师的关心和教导，就更应该好好学习才是。
【译文】晋朝的孙敬读书时把自己的头发拴在屋梁上，以免打瞌睡。战国时苏秦读书每到疲倦时就用锥子刺大腿，他们不用别人督促而自觉勤奋苦读。

如囊萤，如映雪。家虽贫，学不辍。

〖启示〗古人这种求学的精神是多么令人钦佩呀！在那样恶劣、贫困的情况下，能够克服困难，不受外界环境影响、努力学习。今天我们有方便舒适的环境，如果不知道珍惜，那真是惭愧啊！
【译文】晋朝人车胤，把萤火虫放在纱袋里当照明读书。孙康则利用积雪的反光来读书。他们两人家境贫苦，却能在艰苦条件下继续求学。

如负薪，如挂角。身虽劳，犹苦卓。

〖启示〗朱买臣和李密，一个打柴一个放牛，生活都非常贫苦，但能自己发奋读书。后来都成为很出色的人。我们有这么好的学习环境，怎么能不努力学习呢？
【译文】汉朝的朱买臣，以砍柴维持生活，每天边担柴边读书。隋朝李密放牛把书挂在牛角上，有时间就读。他们在艰苦的环境里仍坚持读书。

苏老泉，二十七。始发愤，读书籍。

〖启示〗宋代著名文学家苏洵和他两个儿子苏轼和苏辙，是我国文学史上十分有名的人物，他们的学问都很高，文章也都写得很好。被后人合称为“三苏”，也是唐宋八大家里的三位人物。
【译文】唐宋八大家之一的苏洵，号大泉，小时候不想念书，到了二十七岁的时候，才开始下决心努力学习，后来成了大学问家。

彼既老，犹悔迟。尔小生，宜早思。

〖启示〗苏洵到了二十七岁才省悟到读书的重要性。我们年纪轻轻，现在开始用功是绝对来得及的。要认识到读书学习对我们人生的重要性，要打好坚实地知识根底，长大以后才能为社会做出应有的贡献。
【译文】象苏老泉上了年纪，才后悔当初没好好读书，而我们年纪轻轻，更应该把握大好时光，发奋读书，才不至于将来后悔。

若梁灏，八十二。对大廷，魁多士。

〖启示〗有志者事竟成，凡是?⒍ǖ闹驹福灰岢植恍福θプ觯且欢ɑ岢晒Φ摹Ｄ昵崛擞κ紫攘⑾轮驹福О芰瞬灰伲约岢峙Α�僬鄄换厥且欢ɑ岢晒Φ摹?
【译文】宋朝有个梁灏，在八十二岁时才考中状元，在金殿上对皇帝提出的问题对答如流，所有参加考试的人都不如他。

彼既成，众称异。尔小生，宜立志。

〖启示〗没有任何力量比知识更为强大。你要使自己变为一个强者吗？那么你就要立定志向努力学习，用知识武装起来的人是不可战胜的。成功就一定会属于你。光明的前途也会属于你。
【译文】梁灏这么大年纪，尚能获得成功，不能不使大家感到惊异，钦佩他的好学不倦。而我们应该趁着年轻的时候，立定志向，努力用功就一定前途无量。

莹八岁，能咏诗。泌七岁，能赋棋。

〖启示〗祖莹和李泌两人很小就显示出惊人的才华。这和他们的智慧是分不开的。但只是聪明而不学习终究还成不了才。祖莹和李泌学习非常刻苦，每天几乎是手不释卷。已经把读书看成是生活中的最大乐趣。
【译文】北齐有个叫祖莹的人，八岁就能呤诗，后来当了秘书监著作郎。另外唐朝有个叫李泌的人，七岁时就能以下棋为题而作出诗赋。

彼颖悟，人称奇。尔幼学，当效之。

〖启示?剿淙蛔嬗ê屠蠲诖有【吞乇鸫厦鳎侨绻恢Γ厦鞣炊岜淮厦魑蟮摹Ｋ晕颐窍衷谇笱В灿Ω眯Хㄋ牵嗽擞么厦鞑胖峭猓τ霉η蠼剑拍苡兴魑?
【译文】他们两个人的聪明和才智，在当时很受人们的赞赏和称奇，现在我们正是求学的开始，应该效法他们，努力用功读书。

蔡文姬，能辩琴。谢道韫，能咏吟。

〖启示〗在封建社会，女人没有地位，人们认为“女子无才便是德”，一个女孩子要读书学艺是非常困难的，蔡文姬和谢道韫两人都是女子，可以想见她们在当时学习是多么不容易。
【译文】在古代有许多出色的女能人。象东汉末年的蔡文姬能分辩琴声好坏，晋朝的才女谢道韫则能出口成诗。

彼女子，且聪敏。尔男子，当自警。

〖启示〗当然，现在男女平等了，女孩子也能上学读书，这是社会的进步。而我们更应该珍惜社会给我们创造的良好的学习环境，无论男孩、女孩都应刻苦努力，多学知识，将来成为一个对国家有用的人。
【译文】象这样的两个女孩子，一个懂音乐，一个会作诗，天资如此聪慧；身为一个男子汉，更要时时警惕，充实自己才对。

唐刘晏，方七岁。举神童，作正字。

〖启示〗刘晏有一次回答唐?谔岢龅奈侍馐保党挤病端氖椤贰段寰范寄苷灰桓觥芭蟆弊终涣恕：罄葱谝徊橹げ胖溃吹笔背永锖芏嗳伺蟊任椋粤蹶趟滴薹ㄕ芭蟆弊郑褪钦飧龅览怼?
【译文】唐玄宗时，有一个名叫刘晏的小孩子，才只有七岁，就被推举为神童，并且做了负责刊正文字的官。

彼虽幼，身已仕。有为者，亦若是。

〖启示〗刘晏长大以后，他当了唐代宗的宰相。在他任职期间，非常爱民，为老百姓做了不少好事。这和他从小立下的志向是一致的。我们也应该和他一样从小立下志向，长大后为社会做出应有的贡献。
【译文】刘晏虽然年纪这么小，但却已经做官来，担当国家给他的重任，要想成为一个有用的人，只要勤奋好学，也可以和刘晏一样名扬后世。

犬守夜，鸡司晨。苟不学，曷为人。

〖启示〗万事万物都有自然界所赋予的特质，如狗能看门、鸡会报晓。而做为万物之灵的人类又该如何呢？人类是有思维能力的，所以，自然赋予人的使命当然是掌握各门知识去征服自然。
【译文】狗在夜间会替人看守家门，鸡在每天早晨天亮时报晓，人如果不能用心学习、迷迷糊糊过日子，有什么资格称为人呢。

蚕吐丝，蜂酿蜜。人不学，不如物。

〖?羰尽饺死嘀挥型ü欢系难�埃拍苷莆涨叭肆粝吕吹闹叮⒁源死纯馗睢⒏惴旱闹读煊颍欢系馗纳迫死嘧陨淼纳婧蜕罨肪场６锏幕疃还且恢直灸艿谋硐郑俏薹ㄓ肴死嘤幸馐兜幕疃啾鹊摹?
【译文】蚕吐丝以供我们做衣料，蜜蜂可以酿制蜂蜜，供人们食用。而人要是不懂得学习，以自己的知识、技能来实现自己的价值，真不如小动物。

幼而学，壮而行。上致君，下泽民。

〖启示〗学习的目的在于应用，如何把学到的知识为大众服务，不枉费自己一生所学，对后人也有所帮助，首要的问题是理论与实际的结合。用所学习的知识解答生活中的实际问题，并在实践中加深理解。
【译文】我们要在幼年时努力学习不断充实自己，长大后能够学以致用，替国家效力，为人民谋福利。

扬名声，显父母。光于前，裕于后。

〖启示〗我们应该提倡一种奉献的精神，对我们伟大的祖国、对人民、对他人的奉献精神，我们的学识是奉献的资本，谁的学识越多，谁的奉献就越大。人民就把更多的荣誉献给他们。
【译文】如果你为人民做出应有的贡献，人民就会赞扬你，而且父母也可以得到你的荣耀，给连祖先增添了光彩，也给下代留下了好的榜样。

人遗子，金?Ｎ医套樱ㄒ痪?

〖启示〗知识是人类最宝贵的财富。做父母的再有钱，如果子孙不求长进，又有什么用呢，钱总有用完的一天。到那时，一无所长什么也不会干，反而害了他们。而书中自有修身、齐家、治国、平天下的道理，这才是取之不竭的财富。
【译文】有的人遗留给子孙后代的是金银钱财，而我并不这样，我只希望他们能精于读书学习，长大后做个有所作为的人。

勤有功，戏无益。戒之哉，宜勉力。

〖启示〗我们要时刻提醒自己，珍惜大好的时光，持之以恒地读书学习，那么你就一定会得到丰厚的收获，你的思想和学识就越加丰富。你也将会做出更多贡献，这样才不枉人生在世。我们要用“少壮不努力，老大徒伤悲”这句话时刻提醒自己。
【译文】反复讲了许多道理，只是告诉孩子们，凡是勤奋上进的人，都会有好的收获，而只顾贪玩，浪费了大好时光是一定要后悔的。

2011-04-28T22:57:00.001+08:00

Done with the Life Story Assignment given by teacher, all thanks to you ♥♥♥

Oh yarh.. today went to school at 9am and the teacher was late.. First lesson was CRS module which last for 2 hours.. The tutorial was super boring though.. Doing research etcs.. Making me almost falling asleep in the class… Then later went to lecture, the lecture quite alright.. the teacher is a joker though ;D

Break time - eat macdonald with my whole classmates.. Imagine all 20 students from the class went to queue up for macdonald.. -.-lll.. lolz.. Finish breaktime, went back to other classroom for lecture.. and then break again… Anyway, lecture notes bring wrong, in the end, copy until like SIAO when taking down notes…

After break, went to tutorial again.. this time is already 3pm.. Have debate.. I am one of the 4 speakers.. Quite fun though.. HahaxD… Love it to the max.. DEBATE!!! COOL!.. Lolz

And yarh.. Back home and was thinking about the lifestory thingy.. Luckily i have to thank this person personally, you know who you are i am referring, for giving some info to write.. THANKS YOU!!! AND YARH, I ADD ON SOME CONNECTING WORD AND DESCRIPTIVE.. AND MANAGE TO COMPLETE IT!! THANKS YOU TO THE MAX!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-04-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh.. this is *scary*.. lolz

Nothing

消失的十三層

同學

自殺的那三天

Check This Out！

70億分之一

光棍節快樂 ：）

Do the 'Marry You' dance

Some interesting picture i found in the webbie..

太漂亮了，我也要自己學會拍這種照片。

Went to NUH instead of school

MUST READ!!~ ;(

Back from iluma.. Home sweet home..

Depend on how you see it ;D

他們簡直是CHOK CHOK CHOK 哈哈 ；D

一個感動到我的故事，原版是英文的，我把它翻譯到中文，希望你們看了也會被它感動到。這個故事告訴了我，無論什麼困難，只要有人在你身邊支持，你就能夠把它給克服了。

22-23 January 2011, Michael Tse went to Singapore for Starhub Roadshow at Causeway Point

Happy National Day

看完了《老公萬歲》與《戀愛星求人》

看完了《洪武三十二》

冷笑话...

終於看完了《潛行狙擊》

看完了《花花世界花家姐》

看完了《魚躍在花見》， 現在看《潛行狙擊》..

Business Laws 考試

edit 照片!

明天就是考試的日期了，時間過了真快！

Laughing Gor 之變節

時間倒流，小學的照片..

看完了《學警狙擊》!

八月十七日 晴天 傍晚

F*Ck-UP DAY!

Slacking at home..

forget about Tuesday and carry on Wednesday..

Nothing to blog.. just have fun.

Have a day great out with Sun QC; followed with yesterday stuffs happening from Felicia Tang (finally show her true colours..)

Bad Tuesday...

Stuffs happening in school todays..

Hanging out with felicia tang at IMM mall + Jurong East

Went for follow-up at NUH today..

EXTREMELY BORING IN THE CLASS..

Yeah!! Mid-Semester Test over!! But Projects to Come!!!

What I've Have Done...

Sensei's Guidances

So what if it is saturday... :'(

16-17 May 2011

Mock counselling today..

Day 5 of grandma dies..

Day 3 of grandma dies..

光棍節快樂：）

他們簡直是CHOK CHOK CHOK 哈哈；D

看完了《魚躍在花見》，現在看《潛行狙擊》..

八月十七日　晴天　傍晚